the another me

My life - Feb

2012-02-26T20:35:00.004+08:00

Quite sometimes that i didn't really blog about my life. While waiting my beloved Dear ready our dinner i start to feel blog something for a while. It's Feb! another month for this year and my life having some changes. Start to take over AR job. I'm not sure whether it was a good beginning for me and for her. But, i only can mention that it's once my favourite job before. From small i enjoy with calculation works and now the god let me have the chance to try this challenging job. I appreaciate it. Today is the 1st time i get paid as a AR. :) can't deny that once i think of giving up at this company and try to let go it. However, thanks for my buddies who always support me and helping me alot, and also thanks to "Banana" that pull me out when i give up no matter how unwilling i'm towards you but i still thanks for that chance. This whole month i feel the busyness but at least it lesser my stress and tension. i quite enjoy with i am now. this maybe because of i having a good buddy that always giving me her hand and also maybe the support that giving by my Dear Carrie and Tay. Because of your support i choose to stay until now. Thanks for the lessons that you all given to me. i try hard to learn what i can now. no matter what happened don't easy to give up because i paid to do so. i will continue with that mindset. They paid me that amount because i worth that amount and i believe i can give them the bestest of me. I know maybe for other 2+++ just only a small amount but for me the money not everything but act they paying quite a higher paid for me as a AR compare to other company.

I think i'll stop here for now because my dear waiting for me.

Should I or should not

2012-02-17T15:51:00.001+08:00

At this type of time... I nth to do for this moment... And there the things happened! Should I just grab a ticket and fly back asap to give a hand!? Or should I continue my life here!? If I'm not then will I regret after this!? Or everything will be alright!? I pray hard for him... Pray that god love him but as I love him more n more I dun wish u take it so soon from me! I just need sometimes before v can be tgt every moment. Oh lord almighty god just give me Ur hand to pull me up from devil and give me strength to face everything. Show me the miracle n heal him as he is Ur son. A loyal n obedient son. V need u now n forever! Oh lord almighty god guide me towards this hard moment. Show me the right way that I should choose. Chase those evil n devil from us... U protect us from evil spirit... U r lord of lord, king of king. I pray in the name of Jesus, amen!

Waiting n waiting....

Missing in action

2012-02-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

Missing for quite sometimes and now I appear.... Hiak Hiak Hiak... Currently missing Coz having somethings on hand to do and settle.

While typing I start to recall every single thing that for me to blog. There r different case/ thing happen to my daily life. As this 2 days I keep saw a ghost running... 1st time see a ghost scared of human. I think this because the ghost is just an idiot.

I won't be with a guy that didn't respect me at all. I won't let him bully until I'm look like an idiot. Money not everything. The stick also not everything pls!!! Coz of money sell Ur own body!!!?? Somemore Ur body only worth for few dollars!

This 2 months learn Alot... Dun bluff urself if u not able to make it...that's human! I succeed on never read n see it for the another month! Yes, succeed! Dun only said it must prove it la slim nuts! Just stop copying me if u let go!!!

Ok... Those r about some idiots in my life before!

Leave approved! My life begin! Another chapter for the year. Dear r hardworking for the plan. V work hard tgt... See properly is TGT! this called a pair! Dear not able to join our reunion last weekends n so of this weekends. Babes start asking when they didn't see him with me. Hehe...

Erm... Until today I still tot that i mind but in the end I found that I'm not interested at all! I won't use Ppl thing/money stick on my face! Coz nth to proud with at all!

Time flies, n my holiday coming soon! Time to search for clothes n some other travel use again! Somebody pocket gonna start bleeding again! Haha... Planning to hk on cny! Going to experience the different weather at there... Oh my dear, my present for our XXX oh!!! Thanks... Hiak Hiak Hiak...

I always believe that when u lose someone or something, there will come a better one that u surely deserve more than anything because Things happen for a reason. I'm not pretty but I'm beautiful!!! Wakaka... I say so because beauty isn't about having a pretty face, it's about having a pretty mind, pretty heart n a pretty soul! I may not have a cutest eyes, prettiest smile, gorgeous face, or prefect body but I do have a caring heart that u never have it!

People, love me or hate me, both r in my favor! If u love me I'll always be in Ur heart, if u hate me, I'll always be in Ur mind! And nomatter what u chose u still will suffer for it! Haha... Happy suffering bah! Dear is backed!! Good night world!

Dragon

2012-02-03T22:49:00.001+08:00

Go for back almost 2weeks the feeling is so good. Everything getting better n smoothly. V busy planning for our future. While planning I received Alot of good news in this dragon year. There will be Alot of baby dragon born in thus year. Wish mummy n baby is always healthy. Take good care of urself n the babies. Love to hear all those good news... N my buddies V in the stage of planning. Stop asking o... Once confirm let u all know, k? Muahaha... Relax... Wish that in this dragon year me n family will be more healthy. Wish all the devil been punish by GOD! All the best n HUAT a for thiseaningful year...

" A terrible day"

2012-01-14T09:08:00.004+08:00

wake up early in the morning, coz i cant sleep well coz my my eyes. nth to do so i wake up fb-ing and i blocked some "idiot" ppl that i categories before and now. i tot its the happier thing that i had done. after in a while feel so bored then i log in to my blog i started to hang around my blog start to think of changing a new look for it. but guess what?!!! i saw previous comment on the post and i found this!

WEI WEI WEI! I Listen also okey!! Why you never mention me! HAHAHAHA Neway babee, I love you here and now is truthfully cuz I know deep inside there, u secretly loving me too right *winks winks I'm not a good adviser but at least I'm willing to listen also ya know? u have ur bestrfrined there in KT, you also have your bestfriends (useless one)here in KL =D YOU ARE NOT ALONE *Michael Jackson* I'll continue telling cold joke even after you're married!

By -Xxx- on Best fren on 3/9/10 ( eventot i dun wish to read and see this anymore)

its hurt from bottom of the heart. a bit regret of hanging over and found this. ANW, promised myself to let it go and throw it as far as i can.... gambateh Catherine, u can do it! its passed just let it pass....

9/1/12

2012-01-09T06:48:00.001+08:00

Monday morning... Still having fever... While waiting for my dear ready to go to clinic... I check my old hp photo n I realize there r alot of unwanted photo... Yeah, finally I deleted all those unwanted photo! Deleted those stupid ugly photo that polluted my hp... Hehe... The most happy thing that I had done beside having a good bf...

I dun wish to have a rich bf, I dun wish to have degree holder bf, I dun néed a handsome bf... Coz as long as he treat me good then is ok to me dy... I proud n appreciate to have him as my bf... He not rich but he willing to spend on me... He not romantic but he willing to company me go fir hairdo... He willing to wait there for 4 hours plus just because I want to go for hairdo... for some ppl might think it's just a small thing but for me it's more than enough. For me, u might think is just a little thing that bring nth much to u coz u won't hv that forever.. A relationship last for long because 2 ppl make a choice to keep it, fight for it n work for it!

Another lesson I learned today is relationships are not about whom u have know the longest, who came 1st or who cares the best. It's all about who came & never left...

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Decision

2012-01-06T23:45:00.001+08:00

After all this while, I'm know I make right decision... The most right decision I had make in my life is I choose a right person that will share everything with me in my life!

I'm proud to say to believe him to accept what he r coz I love him like he do! Luckily I didn't hear anything from devil! U tot they advise u for ur own good but when u really think act they dont! They scare u hv better than them coz they Kia su! Compare between mine n urs, urs doesnt look any diff than mine but at least mine willing to spend on me! At least he willing to work out Tgt! Ok, stop talking crap about those 自以为是的human!

Have my hello kitty memo pad from babe... Is so suit n nice for me!! Haha... I'm not cute but at least it's suit to me la! I like the arrange of those title. My dear yennice got the Burberry bag for me... Thanks dear eventot Vince complaint that it's a waste... Hehe... He rather get laptop, iPad, iPhone or samsung galaxy note for me also dun wan waste money on bags... After he bargain for quite long finally I get it... Get it from my dearest babe... A really a REAL fren. 6 years ago, I met this girl n since that moment she taking care of me n always be my side no matter how until now. She teach me alot n teach me how to see a human heart. She always my yennice...

A friend who always put her/his parents 1st is a good friend that u can be with. A good human will only tell u how they treat n will treat their parents n not how their parents treated them. A human will tell u, how good u should treat ur parents; not how shit ur parents treated u from a idiot. This is the lessons I learned today. Be appreciate with what u have u today.

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Family or friends?

2012-01-06T06:28:00.001+08:00

After I awake I go for a bath... Super fresh until make me thought 1thing... Erm.... Normal human will praise a friends that doesn't close act but act close just because they hv no family... They forever feel that family owe them.... What their family members do all wrong only she hv only she hv brain others dun hv... This human v call as ....?!

Heck care... My new year begin new life n new buddy... U only a small ants that passed by my chapter... Doesn't important at all... Feel so nice when I realize I hv 1 month didn't see le.. Good, coz I let go... I feel nth at all le.... Scare to see me good?! Then dun see la nobody force.. Scare urself not good enough?! Is ok, nvm I will make u feel u r too good... Coz I'm fat so u look slim, coz I'm short so u look tall! Haih.... Say so much also waste la... Ok, u r slim, tall, pretty face with pimples that I dun get, hv a square face that alot ppl wan, mouth r so sexy, foot r so small, eyes r so big, hair r so alot, bf r so nice & rich. So jealous u all hv all those thing that I dun hv... ;-(

P/S: omg... Who wan all that la...Swt... Write all that just coz they wan... Coz nobody will praise that bah I think let them la.. Donate to them...

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The stubborn part of me!!!

2012-01-05T23:38:00.001+08:00

Oh God, is another new year!!! Who still fuck care what u think or say?!!! I do whatever I like!!! I write whatever I feel!!! I share when I feel so I dun when I feel dun!!! If with those stupid action just to show u protecting "the dog" just go ahead!!! I'm feel nth at all!!! I very stubborn 1, I will continue with my life! Won't influence by u at all!!!u tot who u r?! Leader of the world? If so terrible good then u won't be here!!! U will be in heaven man!!!

见人讲人话，见鬼讲鬼话！so this type of nuts what should I call as!? As I believe u before to tell u my personal thing but u feel that u hv my top secret on ur hand that u can sell it like sell thing in the night market?! I dun scare at all la PLS! for me just a cheap nuts sell butt at night market! Whose care!!! Funny!

Stubborn de me!!! Want to share that my REAL fren praise my bf!!! I admit that he nth good but at least he good than those nuts so call as "bf"! My dear also praise that I get a REAL friends that really can consider as a friend! 1st time he told me that who is my friends act!! Lalalala... I proud to have him!!! Chui a!!!! Non of ur business at all!!! Since u got so
Many mirror...then fully utilize it la!! See how u look like 1st before look at ppl!! Just stop jealous on me to have few REAL friends that u won't have la!!! If wan go get 1 with ur hole!!! Since ur hole r so "luxury"! Muahahahaha.... Super funny!

Everytime I only use phone apps to blog but today I log in to my blog web site... I dunno that my blog still have any interested part about me for u lo!!! If u can't let go then dun come here n read it! Aiyo, I confirm u heart attack! Human up there how my blog is n what it's contain non of ur business at all la!!! 做好你自己才来讲人家！

为你而写的喔一点都不象日本妹的假日本啊姨！

Waste my time only!!

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It's the final countdown

2012-01-02T21:12:00.001+08:00

Only today I realize that this song, it's the final countdown r same age as me... I grow up with this song... Started to countdown for the last few hours before start to work for the 1st day of 2012...
After rest for 4 days I getting lazy n lazy... But anyway, how lazy it's was still will do what I suppose to do as a human.

Yesterday went out with dearest. Went for Japanese food. Treated by my dearest. Again spot 1set of Burberry bag... And she get it while I only able to see but not getting it. Have a small quarrel with my dear coz he not allow me to buy it.... He started to explain how waste it is. How I mention it will b the last 1, he still say my last one will never end. Ok, quite sad... Keep pursuit him that I will get it with my own money as long as he allow... But he answer me that can u dun always go out with yennice once u get 1 branded bag?! Ok..I silent for awhile... She told me act v should stop it... Really a waste. Better save the money... But in my heart I still wanna to get it.... Coz I like it very much... It's really suit for using for working... And it's a set!!! And worth for the price!!! Should I still get it without his permission? No matter what reason I gave it's useless coz they saying that girl will have alot of reason to get a bag that they 1. And it won't be the last!!! Forever never end to get a bag. So give me another week to think!!!!

Surprise n the surprise I get a laptop from him for christmas present!! How sweet he is?!! Haha... 1 of the laptop gonna bring back to kt for my parents. And 1 of my iPhone will give to my mum... In the meanwhile she will get iPad 2 from my bro... I think after this she will hv no time to entertain her children anymore... Haha... In this new year, everything started to change... But it's change to better 1... Give thanks to God for those blesses, give thanks to him for answer every pray that make.. In this diff stage n level... I still learning... Learning to be smarted! Learning to see who is REAL who is FAKE. in the stage of learning who should I believe n who should not... This stupid that I wasted is dy past!!! Throw it at the back n move forward!!! God bless me n all of my dearest n babes n family! God will see what u have done n u will get back what u hv done!!!!

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1st day of 2012

2012-01-01T09:07:00.001+08:00

A new beginning for this year... This year will be a different year than last year...

Career: what I doing now is different than last year, start to face different customer... Start to learn more... Last year, working with some stupid human that working for few years but still dunno how to work! But I will make sure this year I won't be like them... Work hard for the future... Maybe will have some changes in the middle but try to give a better 1. It will be very stress also for me because when I commit to that job I will try to do my best! Some will ask me y I'm so stress while they not!! What I learned from dear carrie is try to do ur best n learn every single thing that u can, fulfill every task that u must well coz v r paid to do so!

Money: last year paid all my loan... So currently no any loan that still pending... Because this year I need to apply house loan...
what is so fun about money is when u get ur paid u pay everything that u owe... Alot ppl asking y dun u apply credit card?! This will be my answer, I dun like to use future money. I only use debit instead of credit card. For the last whole year, the most thing that I very proud of is I able to handle my financial very well... ;-) who wanna learn can look for me... Muahaha... Today start my 2012 financial planning.... This year, my business will started... Wish everything gone smoothly.

Relationship: i have come to learn that i am not perfect, nor will i ever be and perfect is too hard. I'm perfectly fine with being perfectly imperfect. This relationship getting strong n strong n pray to get more strong this year...beginning half for last year... We always hv conflict coz there is a ghost that keep poisoning me to make us be apart... But that's only beginning half... Also I get alot of advise from dear babes... It's my life, once I choose to then work hard Tgt to be better 1 but not finding the bad thing that he had done... Because he might do wrong a little thing but he do well in other thing... If u love him accept what he r...yes, accept what he r because I'm not perfect too... So for the last half year... I learn to accept everything about him... I will make sure that we will b better this year... Thanks for pamper me whenever I feel lonely, thanks for given me the secure part that I lost before.. Thanks for always b my side... Thanks for fulfill every single thing that u promised... Thanks for trying to give me the best part of urs... Thanks for ur understanding... Thanks for loving me as what I am... Thanks for giving me warm hug day n night... Thanks for giving a kiss n hug whenever i'm down... Thanks for solving every single problem that I created... Thanks for ur support... Thanks for ur scarifies... Thanks for u let me to be who I am... Thanks for everything that u had give n done for whole last year... N I hope it will be forever try to work out Tgt... Jia you dear... V jia you Tgt....

Family: get well with my family... They always give me support... Always support me from behind no matter what decision I made... Alot to say but the main point is they forever pamper me as a little girl, support me as I'm grown... Love me everyday, treat me as a princess... In this year, will hv another family member... Muahaha... Love all my family members alot alot alot...

Friends: treasure few REAL fren in my life... That's the happier thing... I love them more n more... Hope than this year our friendship become more better n better... Hv a caring, support n loving fren that I ever have... I think dun write more about this coz dun wan to make some human out there jealous... P/S: if u wan hv REAL fren like I do, then just treat ur fren as REAL as u can... Appreciate them!!!! Not make use of them!!!

For this dragon year, I believe there will be more good things instead of bad thing... Wish all my beloved have a prospects, healthy, blessing year ahead..

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2011!

2011-12-31T23:11:00.001+08:00

The last day of 2011... N now I only realized that I have forgotten to share quite alot of thing of this last month of 2011... But anyway, it's passed n I know what have I gain that's more important! I won't do stupid thing like other always do by stated everything for the year! I only will recalled some that might influence n bring joy to me...

At this last day of 2011, I lying on my bed.. Watching movie(n for sure the movie is end). Lying here n chit chat with my dear. He makes me hv alot of pictures of passed n future. That might been good or bad. But at least v r holding tight side by side to faced n accept every challenging that might come.

For the bad part in this year... No one can imaging n only my dearest babe... My character is I only will treat ppl based on how they treat me... I know sometimes it's doesn't look good n for god sake I should change. But that's me!!! For the moment u know me, u should know! N I'm sure some know that! If today u help me alot n treat me as a human that what I will paid u back with how u treat me! I remember every single thing that I gone thru. Almost 1 n half year I been working in Singapore... There is diff feeling... Here even feel strange but I can feel the warm from relative n some true fren. I cut of some relationship that I try to build before... But I guess is good coz at least I realize now!!! Some might say I dun understand n know myself well but I will only write as what I think who I am. We should admin everything happened have reason! Sometimes when things happen I will recalled y I can be so close with others until now but not u!!?? 1st time in my life for past 2 years that I categories she as my BFF. every single thing I share with her... N in the day, I called her up n v cry like mad human(that us story behind that only she n me know in the heart). Now I think back y I will called her up! I can't deny that yes...I care her as a fren a BFF!!! But what I sad on that time also is she like to categories me as DIBA... Think back the moment... Y so coz I care... Y blog occur coz v would not hv the guts talk it face by face! But this years things happened again but this time not coz of me n her... I'm the person that if u dun make fool of me I won't heck care u! When she came to Sg for holiday... I sense the unhappiness on her only I start to hv a chit chat with her. But in the middle I still care about other feeling. Try to control situation to not make it's getting to worst at 1st. I tot of forever I won't say it out n today last day of 2011 I will make a full stop of this. Nobody know y I n dear meet them late?!! I told them v will b late but act v met up very early n both of us go for a shop to get some present to them n also I can feel that they wan to hv a walk by themselves so v decided let them go to a place that they wan by themselves only v met up them! Not to deny once I'm so excited when knowing that she make a booking of flight ticket to Sg. As I also newbie at here but I still try hard to plan n try to bring them to places that will bring memory to us. But... U know la.. No point to state here again. In this friendship that I build before, I played a roll like a mother.. No matter in what...coz I'm older than them. I'm know I'm not prefect but yet nobody is perfect! After I grad act I can just make dunno when I start to feel the distance but u still will try to help. I not saying that others didn't put effort... Especially u! I know u quite independent. So nth to worry about u even in ur relationship. Again this year I try to pull back coz I dun wan coz of others v become stranger! But after a while I start to realize wan u to choose 1 of us I rather give up. I might say some rude thing at that time but I believe she know me! From beginning I won't talk about a fren bad thing to another fren until the moment when I know that somebody had said about me! N infront of me act innocent! After that, sorry to say! Y I'm still need to heck care that idiot feeling while she not! Until now for god sake act I not even blame on S even once or have heart feeling with her... But I'm sure she have... I believe for all this happened she hurt n so do me! I still remember she write this before that y I boycott her... N u sincerely wanna say I wish that my BFF n her bf/ future husband will be close with me n dear... But the moment I start to block n delete everything is just because 1 day after for few days I'm no time to fb n on Tgt morning in level 1 office I known that she had blocked my bf!! I still remember after I met S n hv a talk with her whole night on good Friday. I start to not mention anything anymore! After I come back Sg I start not to call coz I feel that her emotion starting to get weird. I choose to not make her in diff situation. Maybe what I say her if she saw she won't believe or will think I offen... But I'm not... Just only feel that I have right to write what I wan n feel... No matter how bad Vince r but he still my bf that done alot of responsibilities that he should.That I can't deny. For me, it's not wrong a bf try to protect his gf... What v gone thru only v know!!! As what I had promised n still until now I still hoping to share my happiness with u... I still remember I said that I wait u to come for choosing some important thing for my big day n now I know it's impossible! Anyway, wish her have a blessed year ahead n healthy.

While state all this here, not only I recalled her but also 1 idiot! Told before I only will treat ppl as how they treat me! Human always the same only see what ppl done to her without releasing how they had treated them.. To avoid misunderstanding I state her as D... y? If u know jing gou Yao si ren then u will know y... For me this D only treat me as "water fish"! From beginning! This idiot only will remember u whenever they need u! Still remember after I move back to kt... I will only receive her msg n called whenever she have thing to ask! Both of them r so diff...S will not msg u for only help. Even she need she also won't open her mouth to ask for coz that's her.. But for D! She will n she will fight for it no matter how as long as she get what want! This recalled me back 1 scenario.. If for me I won't keep msg n call a fren that I know I only know them for just a month for help! But u know what the 1st I know this idiot, she keep msg n call me just to hv a copy of my assignment! She won't care whether ur house hv Internet anot n whether u busy anot.. Act I should realize from that moment! I still remember when she call I still driving to go for hi ti with my fren... N my fren said: y u simply agree ppl to give ur assignment to them!? How if they copy paste n submit early than u?! Is ur future n u playful with it? On the moment sincerely I still answered my fren: she say she just wan see as a ref! Now I just feel y that time I so naive! Hey dude! Dun think I didn't make noise at beginning, what u had said n do I also dunno! Before say me just see urself! Friendship is build from heart! Ppl will think u r pity n innocent but they dunno the REAL u! I admit I'm rude n bad! But at least I dare to speak out n not like u use backstabbing me!!! U r the 1st 1 that I dun even wan to pull back friendship! I won't give u a damn! Dun even a fuck! I heard alot bout u from others n now I'm very sure I make a right choice! U r forever deleted! There hv no more space for u!!

Just to mention I always know my English very poor!!! I admit but urs also the same!!! With those Malay English nth to proud of human up there! I really dunno is u jealous me or I jealous u act!!! When I get 1 thing that u dun get u will say a lot of bad thing for the thing I get but after that u go get it for urself! So I should happy or sad?! Or I should say u jealous or I jealous?! Erm.. But no matter what all this will go Tgt with 2011 after few hours.

For the best of this year is I learn alot ! Learn to make decision.. I mean right decision. I found myself... Even I lost something(somethings that is really not important at all) but I gain alot... I gain a REAL fren(not a true fren) coz I need a REAL fren not a TRUE fren. I gain some frens that accept my bad n not look at my good! The amazing thing That I gain this year is they accept me n grow Tgt with me as what I am...

Beside that, 2011 make me grow mature n not older!!! Haha... In this whole year I learned to live Tgt with dear, settle thing Tgt.. Grow Tgt... Plan Tgt.. Put effort Tgt in the thing that v planned. V might not earn much as other but at least v able to fulfill our responsibilities to each other, family n fren... In this 2011, I start to afford my own family... Or should say us/v... Start to give parents "pocket money" n it's increase from last year.. Start to get a land... For our bird nest business.. Start to hv saving Tgt... Start to live as a family... Start to plan for our future...

For this whole year... I not only gain a REAL fren but also memory that v build Tgt... Meet up with babes everyweek... Go for holiday Tgt... N attend babes wedding n coming there r still a lot of red bomb waiting for me... Wish all of them hv a happiness marriage forever. As in bible, we love him because he first love us... He make me know what is love... He make me fall in love once again... I also learned how to accept other ppl bad thing n not by looking for their good...

Those bad thing I let it go Tgt with 2011 n for those good things I bring forward to 2012... Another new year... 2012... Is a hard n tough year for me but it's also a good year with a good beginning for us... My pre wedding photo postpone to 2012(n also a time for me to really hv a diet plan... Hehe...) start to look for a house at kt n kl... The deposit had ready for it n now hardworking to save for future renovation.. But hopefully everything done in 2012 so that, v can hv our big event at our own house... The another plan is dear was planning to get 7 seats car before v back to malaysia... Hope our dreams come true n everything go smoothly.. The bird nest house is done until half n I think when I back to kt this cny it's should be done...

Last but not least, Thanks dear for fulfill everything eventot is tough for us... Thanks for fulfill all my needs... Thanks for putting me at 1st... Thanks for accepting my fren n I know u go well with them.. Thanks for all the changes u make for us... Thanks for caring from the day I step in Sg... Thanks for work out Tgt with me for our future.. Thanks for the way u pamper me... Thanks for ur warm hug every day n night.. Thanks for ur support... Wish v will hv better year in 2012.. Wish our dreams come true... Wish v hv a prospects year ahead in coming year.. Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012... Start everyday with a new hope leave bad memories behind and have faith for a better tomorrow. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!

~love~
Catherine

Sickening!!!

2011-12-28T17:10:00.001+08:00

Next time PLEASE give ur direct line!!! I'm not ur operator for ur personal problem!!!

Ignore those bitch!!

Quite sickening!! Having fever n flu n sore throat 3 in 1! But I'm still in the office working!!! I also dunno y I'm so hardworking!!! But no choice v paid to do so... Muahaha...

Quite down when samsung galaxy note keep non stock!!! When will my samsung galaxy note white color will hv stock!!!??? Tell me WHEN?!!! Still waiting n waiting... Hopefully by this week hv stock!!! *pray hard hard* lalalala...

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Christmas feelll.....

2011-12-23T14:14:00.002+08:00

First, Merry Christmas to all my babes...

the feeling are so different...hearing christmas song(eventot someone is standing beside looking at me) but i heck care.... muahaha... everyone turned to christmas mood... me as well. now the time is tick tock tick tock... im waiting for the time to back from office then meet my precious babe... that little amoi...

having alot of chocolate n present from dearest babe... yesterday bring alot present home... so do today... hehe... *blush* thanks to all...

currently mood is on sleepy mood more... y? y? y? coz today not christmas eve instead.... muahaha... waiting for Carrie back to go for shopping... yeah yeah yeah....

Sentosa... v coming... excited of celebrating christmas... tonight going to get some present for him... hehe... n christmas cake...

need to stop now... i ready to go see my babe... bye....

Weekends

2011-12-18T20:31:00.001+08:00

Almost forgotten my blog at here.. Haha.. Currently this few weekends I'm busy! Busy with alot of stuff. Busy meet my babe. Busy of searching christmas present for babes n birthday present for my babe.

At least 1 week meet once with my babes. Have a chit chat with them. Sharing some meaningful stuff with them. That so fun n appreciate to hv them. As babe said 好朋友不用多，一个就好！不要的多多都没有用！that's right. That's y I just keep those 好的朋友！

One week 5 days busy with work it's good to hv spa. This few weeks I done spa once for a week. It's great n relaxing. Promised myself every weekend go for spa once a week n it's fully support by my dear.

Today missed the time to do hair treatment n straighten with my babe. Pity her to be there doing it alone. Wrong timing babe. Didn't inform me early. If not I fly to there. Next week Christmas giving out Christmas present to babes. Must fully utilize my whole christmas this coming weekends. Can't wait for next week seeing bank acc exist half of the 6 digits!!! Half year more there will be 6 digits!!! My new business n house coming soon. Pray hard after cny everything run smoothly n accordingly.

Ok, stop here for now by sharing 1 of my precious photo....

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Erm...

2011-12-06T11:06:00.001+08:00

RM 55 给一对情侣当白金真的很划算喔。。。更何况对一对有性多过爱的情侣来说哪白金对他们很重要！要买棺材的！！

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善

2011-12-03T10:22:00.001+08:00

RM55 对我来说是小数目而已！为了这么小钱什么都可以否认的我想她真的需要这笔钱！本来想拿来捐给乞丐的！可是有些人更需要这个当她的白金哪就算了！哪RM55当给你的白金吧！！

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大大骗子

2011-12-02T08:34:00.001+08:00

Sure ur bf paid everything for u coz u give him fuck ma!!!! Ur bf so good pay everything for u just for a fuck! Geng! But y I feel that u like a chick more to him than a gf!!! Open ur leg give fuck just for his money!!! Good!!! Good bf that u hv!! Go a head but remember do medical check up worry later u get HIV!!! I dun mind the money but I dun wan let u earn!!!
See u can deny how long!!! Liar always deny thing!!!! But I fuck care what u say n think!!! Money back!!!

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骗子

2011-11-30T07:05:00.001+08:00

最讨厌骗子！讲一套做一套！可是我不笨！！只有笨蛋才会相信！！！可是不可以怪那些笨蛋因为她们只听而不是看！继续骗吧！

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STUPID!!!

2011-11-29T16:53:00.001+08:00

My life! My choices! My problems! My mistakes! My lessons! Not ur business!!! Mind ur own problems before u talk about me!!!! WTF!!!

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Waiting waiting waiting

2011-11-26T10:37:00.001+08:00

Counting down for the next stage.... Hehe... Now waiting for dear finish work then my busy sat will begin... I'm waiting n waiting n waiting... I think I gonna busy for this 2 months... Eventot very tired but I'm enjoying the whole process. Spend time Tgt with my babes... Share every meaningful moment with them...

So excited n can't wait to get all those pic from them. Even photographer also saw my happiness n enjoyable smile on face among all. Hehe... Even tired but I enjoy every moment that spend Tgt. Thanks n love all of u... Muackzzzzz

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I'm back!

2011-11-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

Just back from a super nice n memorable holiday. Dear just fetch me backed from changing airport..all of us very tired but happy. Go with bunch of good frens n family... Love this trip very much eventot v r super tired! Is a super good memory n experience... Whose next?!! Last whole week v r preparing alot only for our babe wedding day... Hehe.. Some would not hv that experience of preparing for ur best mate n frens wedding! That r a benefits of having a right frens on the right time! That is precious that other else! Hahaha... Now v r plan to start preparing for the next!!! Yeah yeah... Now need to rest! Continue again other time! Good night my frens! I really mean is my best frens! Nitezzz...

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Holiday trip...

2011-11-19T00:15:00.001+08:00

Hey world! Busy for 2weeks n its time to fly!!! Yeah... Sleeping time. Tomolo hv to wake up early for walt flight so now I hv only 4hours to sleep! Hurray world!!! Enjoy our trip! Lalalala....

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无聊

2011-11-06T11:33:00.001+08:00

这么多力气和时间来吃醋和妒忌，不如把那些力气和妒忌去做更多有意义的事啦！停止那些无畏和无聊的小动作吧！" best way to get someone attention is pay them NO attention!

梅芬加油吧！把那些无聊和无畏的事忘了吧！该做的你都做了！人家不领情那就算了！因为没什么大不了的！if someone is strong enough to bring u down, show them you are strong enough to get up! 加油吧！

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Lovely Sunday

2011-11-06T11:18:00.001+08:00

I seldom love Sunday unless Monday doesn't work. Haha... I love my Sunday for this week. A relaxing Sunday after yesterday whole day outing. Have our shopping day for babe wedding... Happy n enjoy it. Bought alot of thing but still need to get other thing next week.

Night time went to aunty house for big family gathering. Have our steamboat time. It's warm to have those bunch of family members n few little 1 r so cute. Love them so much. This my wonderful life with my friends n families that I ever have. For that nonevent change my lifestyle n change some group of human there my 2nd life happened! Try to forget the 1st life that once make my life miserable but I will make sure not twice! Dun b stupid...anyway, not much to say also only v know what v hv now is the best I won't mind what u all say n think act coz anyone can b nice to my face, but it takes a true friend to be nice behind my back!

Haha... Tomolo might outing with dear. Fishing time.... Lalalala... V start fulfill our time so wisely before go to next step!

Next week gonna meet yennice n maybe also carrie babe... Miss them too much coz dy 3 weeks v didn't meet up. Weekdays after work wanna meet Juliana also... My dear amoi... Hehe....

Suddenly feel the blog is my diary that full of my saddest opinion laughter emotion. This is the place that I will write my everything! Love it so much n coz with iPhone I can blog at anywhere whenever I like. That's the best thing. Love apple products so much!

P/S: don't hear, don't see, don't think, if u don't want heart broken! When you judge someone, it doesn't define who they are, it defines who YOU are!

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Everything!anything!

2011-11-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

26/10-30/10

Meet my 23years BFF. Chit chat non stop when v meet up coz almost 2years v didn't meet up but v still KIT. love her do much. Hehe...(blush). V hv shopping session, eating session, drinking session n k session. I'm glad to hv those sincere fren. Here v go with our ugly photo.

My BFF that treat me truly from her heart.
My babe bring my dear for tattoo maker. Hehe... While he doing v go for shopping. Time flies every single moment v b Tgt. Dear said that the best moment that v ever have when v b with other fren like what v hv with them. V laugh Tgt, v spend every single moment Tgt.

Nah... This my beloved dear tattoo... As big as Jason mak. Hehe...

1/11

A lovely morning awake with a surprise. A memo that put by him on my computer table with lovely present.

This is a surprise I get from him. It's not for any occasion or celebration but only a random give I get from him. Imagine how can I don't love him!? He is the one who will try to b my side all the time when devil keep pursuade me to stop this relationship. But coz of true love, coz of trust, coz of patient only then v r what v r now. I thanks god for giving me strength to hold it until now.

2/11
Finally can my new laptop that provided by company fully functioning. Getting to hv alot of workload soon. But is ok at least I get what I wan for current. At least I learn smth better than learn nth by doing filling filling. (#^.^#)

3/11
Today I start realize that everytime I b with my babes there will laughter non stop for every morning n after back from work. V always share n v always sincerely wish other all the best. They always pray off my happiness n also for their happiness. Time flies. Realize that all grow up. V will hv our own family soon but v will still tied Tgt. V r close nomatter what coz v r sincerely make fren n wish the best to others.

Besides that, get a small gift from Chen Kee.

Is this. Happy to have it coz she know I find it for quite sometimes. (#^.^#)

Love,
Catherine

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Stupid!

2011-10-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

Suddenly feel myself so stupid! Y I still accept n forgive when the moment that I know that they push the blame to me while they know who the 1 say it but claim that I'm the one say it! But I believe ppl n god hv eyes see that's y until now I still hv good n close fren that always b my side no matter how! Do not give stupid reason when u hv the plan to make it become worst! Stop of cheating ppl around! Dunno how to b human! Fuck word! Stop those fucking reason! It's u dun wan this at 1st! U the one choose to b like that 1st! So go ahead! I always remember what u tell me is diff than what u tell her! Forever will remember! Who to believe is chosen by ourself so I won't force other to believe me! But I'm confirm won't b stupid for twice! Coz forever won't believe cheated! When I choose to help u but u treat it as a must n didn't appreciate it so that's all! No point to b stupid anymore! Adios!!!!

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Specially for U, babe

2011-10-22T07:24:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday babe. Hope u enjoy advance birthday celebration with us last 2 days. Wish u hv a blast 1 on today. Today gonna write this specially for u. Only for u.

Hope u enjoy this holiday with ur love 1. Babe, wish u and fafa live happy ever after... I know ur feeling about that but babe must remember it's forever on ur hand. Think it properly. Dun wan see u 2 quarrel coz of small thing. Those thing act not important as ur heart towards him, am I right? U decided to attached to him forever then must tolerate le babe. I wish to see u 2 happy forever. Remember we always be ur side support u coz we love u very much so do him.

The most regret thing that happen to me now is I'm not able to attend ur ROM day. But I will make sure I'm going to attend ur wedding on the wedding day. So remember take a lot of photo to let me see a... I wanna see pretty de couple. Coz of some issue that we dun wan to publish or let other know about this ROM so I decided to write this blog. So for those who read it please keep the secret especially for U dun kepo spread in office! Thanks for cooperation. But dun worry pretty is not u.

This our pretty babe birthday celebration photo... Edited by our pretty babe... Muackzzz

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LEMBU or ANJING?

2011-10-14T07:08:00.001+08:00

Lu tahu Lu macam LEMBU? tapi wak masih suka call Lu ANJING!

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11/10/11

2011-10-11T11:30:00.001+08:00

You can't be perfect fir everybody, but you will always be best for the one who truly deserves you! Honestly, I don't have time to hate people who hate me, cause I'm too busy loving people who love me.

"when someone brings more problems to your life than happiness, it's time to show them the door where they can exit."

Even I at home but I still know everything! Feel so weird! Are you so desperate? Or you really not affordable!? Why those people really can be so thick skin when do all that?!! You know how to spell S H A M E?! I didn't do that before! So wondering...

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AGAIN!

2011-10-05T07:08:00.001+08:00

Feel so sucks when u need to make choices AGAIN! and now I need to choose between career or friends and family! Should I just reject it now?!! Since I like going go sell myself to this co?!!! Outside hv more n more beautiful view waiting for me! AGAIN only my friends and family who will think for my own good! My dear try to explain everything n share his opinion with me. What I will face if I make decision A n what I should face if I chosen decision B.. I'm thinking can I just make decision C?!! Feel so shit!
They really wan me make that diff decision?!! In the end they r the one suffer not me! So sien...

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lessons of the day :)

2011-09-30T14:22:00.002+08:00

the hardest choice to make is between what's RIGHT & what's EASY.When you choose EASY, things go WRONG.When you choose what's RIGHT, things get HARD. Honestly, I don't have time to hate people who hate me, cause I'm too busy loving people who love me.

today talk about scars that i have. now what i learn is "the deeper your scars, the more room there is to fill them up with love. don’t hate your scars, appreciate their depth"

Dear carrie birthday celebration

2011-09-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

Today hv a enjoyable celebration of my dear carrie birthday Tgt with my Juliana n Vincent. Taken few photo n we will hv our trip on oct... Yeah yeah... So sayang n love my dear babe... Today v realize that v always outing Tgt but not much photo so decided to hv a day photo shooting at sentosa... Lalalala... Here our tonight photo...

Can't believe how pretty my dear babes is right!??? Haha...

My dear babes... Since ppl so got heart, so if they really invite u for birthday celebration then just go... Dun b stupid, since ppl so sincere to treat u just accept. Ppl hv not much jiao Qing n gan jing with u also willing to invite u ler. So got heart! I 100% support u to go! Only dinner 1-2hours very fast past de... Haha..

Hey "human"! Once deleted then dun step in PLS! got guts to deleted just to show ppl that u hv no feeling then dun step in here anymore!!!! The more u step in the more u can't let go! Just let go la! Put down ur ego n jealousy! U think while doing so many stupid action u will feel better!??? It's only going to make u suffer! So stop torture yourself! Even I no longer love u but pls do love urself!

Suddenly think of should I ask back my money!!!? Even theres only hundred plus ringgit. For me that's only a small amout! Maybe when I still in college hundred ringgit mean alot for me but not now! Thinking whether to ask back from her anot in the sudden is she promised to SHARE is SHARE! but I'm the 1paying for it 1st! Is u n me agree to sign that thing but when get cheat by ppl I hv to bare all myself?!!! Where got such thing in this world! I sign it after v agree to share the profit but not I force u after I sign! So if u wan this thing solve peacefully come pay it urself before I open my mouth to ask for it! PLS dun denied as in I still keep the agreement! Only hundred plus ringgit dun make it so complicated! Dun make urself shame infront of ppl so better pay before I start to open my mouth! Nth to deny also, u know urself what is all about! If u wan delay to pay me just leave a msg telling me when u wan pay me and dun wait I start ask then start to try deny or wait until I ask only give me sort of excuses! For me u r a stranger so dun try to make it complicated n stop ur all sort of bull shit! Coz it's won't affect me! I only hope that u can b gentle! Pay back what u should! Thank you!

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好戏在后头

2011-09-27T08:08:00.001+08:00

好没家教的家伙！好没教养喔！今天见识了一个好没家教和教养的丑家伙！

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Sickening

2011-09-24T20:09:00.001+08:00

Have a terrible fever on weekend! No matter how sickening it feels but there r still sweetness there that make me feel so warm. Today his working schedule r super tied! As he told me at 5pm that he on the way home but will continue at second site after he bath at 7pm. When he reached, he ready my meal with plain water, 100plus n panadol n also my dinner before he get to bath. After he finish bath, he told me he not going to another site tonight but early morning tomolo. Now after finish everything he keep calling to hv a rest instead on surfing n now i blogging. Haha... That is my man. Hopefully tomolo I getting better.

Yesterday night mum telling me that she bought a gold necklace n bracelet for me! Mummy thats too early. Still hv few more months. She ask me what kind of design I want but so sweat is she dy bought it yesterday. However, she r still my sweet mummy. In the afternoon she called me again n tell me that she at the gold shop then she start asking which design I choose. Totally gold or add white gold?! Or how u wan the design be just tell her then she try to look for it. Hey mummy, no matter what u buy, what design it is I still very like it. Keep it well so that I can proudly wear it on that day. Diamond locket! Haha...

Anyway, still wan share some opinion with readers... I'm wondering y human can only see others negative part but not their own negative part?! For my opinion, ppl who don't follow what u wan doesn't mean they r totally wrong. Doesn't mean the most times a thing happened that will b others fault! It might b u! Maybe u think u r improving, yes, u r improving getting better but not totally become perfect still hv some part that need improve! Try to think other way round! Diff millennium! Dun think girl always a princess! Dun think they love us then v can order them whatever v wan without use our brain! When 1st time happened please take noted... Try to make improving on second times! Don't only know to put blame on others! Don't regret only after u lose it! After u regret n lose it don't start to try excuses to put blame on another parties so that other will think that other parties fault! Ppl have eyes god can see too! Is not a shame to admit ur fault but is a shame when u try to push blame on others! Don't expect ppl perfect while u r not perfect indeed! Hope you all understand while read this o.. Is only my opinion! Think twice coz v r not young anymore! V not like teenager that still hv time to go thru everything once again! Move forward n try to b better! In this world, u r not everything to urself or even others! Try to independent so that u can grow! Stop live under family or ur close 1 umpit! Not u know A u know everything! Doesn't mean u know A u r growing! Coz there still hv 25alphabets that u might dunno! Try to think it!

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WORLD!

2011-09-22T10:39:00.001+08:00

First rule of a real world: not everyone around you is your friend!

People who hurt you teach you the greatest lesson of life! So don't you dare, for one more second, surround yourself with people who are not aware of the greatest that you are!

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F***

2011-09-22T07:23:00.001+08:00

Whole department also same! Didn't find didn't check properly then blame all the shit to other! Even their own fault or they see wrong but still blame on u! WTF department! Whole dept also square brain only know curry flavor! I check 100 times Tgt with manager n other collegue! That's is the date that u all emailed me de lo! Is ur fault y CEO ask u put it on me?!! Is ur own stuff always delay n do wrong thing blame on them not us! I keep mention I'm right but u only able to say u all also no wrong but when u say I do wrong call me double check but I'm not stupid also coz I check with other who received same email before argue with u but u still ur staff r right then when other manager talk with u, u called me n say if anything straight away find u!!! Dun find other! But u hv anything u straight away push me to CEO! Now I hv prove I'm not wrong!!! If I talk with u, I really stupid! Coz ur whole dept also same! Now even talk with u all also lazy! Email those BL info make ppl confusing! Previous ppl who doing this v didn't face any problem at all! But when shit take over those stock n price r upside down! Please check before send! Dun always same email but forward n times with diff info! So that v easy to trace back! FUCK!

Suan le! How v talk with u all still the same coz u all r square brain only know to push shit to others! Now I learned it! Anything wrong I won't go thru u! I will straight away discuss among us n manager coz I dun like talk with square brain human!

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太sohai!

2011-09-15T07:08:00.001+08:00

I have no feeling towards u at all! So stop stepping my tails! Once stepped u life will be miserable! Think twice before come step my tail! Don't give ppl help u clean ur smelly shit!

Anyway, I really love the words 太sohai! What the....

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14/9/11

2011-09-14T17:04:00.001+08:00

About all you can do in life is be who you are. Some people will love you for you. Most will love you for what you can do for them, and some won't like you at all! There are some things that aren't meant to last, they just take place in our lives so we will be smarter next time.

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Location:Tuas Avenue 2,,Singapore

12/09/11

2011-09-13T06:44:00.001+08:00

Stupid dog with ugly pig mouth and square brain stop playing with the fire coz I very SCARE! muahahahaha...

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Relaxing weekends

2011-09-11T12:43:00.001+08:00

A relaxing weekends... Wake up in the morning Tgt with beloved 1to ready his stuff before he get to work. That's what I will get every morning before to work is his sweeter kiss on my lips. When he leaving to work I stay my laziness to just continue lay on the bed... =D that's normal ppl will do coz it's weekends should rest more! Really awake from bed is about 10am, start my daily work by cleaning the bed. Ready a towel to toilet to wash the face n brush my teeth. After all that continue it will wash those water bottle n refill the water and start to hv my milk milk in the morning. And Then continue with my weekly housework with cleaning all the cupboard n table... After cleaning start to on my laptop n continue with my room cleaning n fan cleaning. A good exercise for me. XD all of this is for my beloved dear. Just to wish after he back from work can hv a relaxing n fresh room after a week long.

After everything need to start hv a bath n my mask session... Enjoying every step of taking care of my face. This week I only stay at home n relax. Once in awhile enjoy to be in the room alone on weekends. Haha... Or should said my buddies back to hometown to attend they schoolmate wedding dinner this week I'm free on weekends. And doesn't to feel to any outing coz I wan to do some reading. Yeah...
will hv my lunch later after mask session.

Tonight somebody will come back bring me for dinner... Yeah... Ops... Sinful. Haha...

Now hv to continue my mask session...

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Life quotes

2011-09-09T20:05:00.001+08:00

A tongue has no bones but it can break a heart. Surround yourself with people who are for you not against you. It's not about the quantity of friends, its about the quality of your friends. It's very true! Quantity r not important but quality. Who no quality to be ur fren so just put them aside! Don't because of other you lower your standards. Instead, wait for people to rise up to your expectations. Don't give up because there are too many nay-sayers out there who will try to discourage you! Don't listen to them; the only one who can make you give up is yourself. So when people still think you're the best when they see you at your worst, only they are the ones worth keeping.

For my plan is to forgive and forget: forgive myself for being stupid, and forget you ever existed even the hardest thing in life is letting go of what you thought was real! But in the end, i learned many lessons from them. They make me stronger and now I live happily because I have quality friends that they won't ever have it!

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Super long week

2011-09-07T20:53:00.001+08:00

This week super tired! The week like a long week! Can't wait faster reach weekends! I super love weekends not coz of I can stay in the room but is the time for me meet my darlings...love to meet them very much. Yesterday carrie whatsapp me n sent me the photo of the thing she get for me! Love it very much! Lalalala... N this week will get alot of thing from yennice too. I hv pretty frens that can get along very well... Last week my weekends fully utilize. Sat afternoon out with collegue then at night enjoy myself at boss house BBQ! Feel so cute when see some keep follow others behind like a dog. Ppl walk to where they only follow them! Super funny! Sun early In the morning meet my carrie. V hv breakfast Tgt! France bread! Muahaha... Super nice. Afternoon bring her to honeymoon dessert house at bugis. V like to add each other as a devil everytime I buy alot of thing like clothes dress shoe n bags etc... Then went to manicure also not able to snap photo coz that time v hv no hand. After manicure we go to churn Yi pin meet yennice for our steamboat. Hehe... Den den... Get souvenir from hk n my LV bag! Den den... Upload some photo 1st coz currently super busy n tired until lazy to snap photo.

Nah.. This is the bag goes

The original prove is the receipt to avoid shit mouth might assume I hv no money n get the one not original!

Super love it! Going to snap photo of the receipt when I'm very free knot so tired 1st. Get hp cover too.super love everything that u get for me.

Still got alot more... Will continue it later... Now batt super low... Good night world!

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BBQ night

2011-09-04T01:21:00.001+08:00

Wow... What a good time to reach home! It's midnight 12.35am! Tomolo need to wake up early in the morning to meet dearest! Don't know whether I can wake up on time anot!?? However, another happy day! Happy night! Hv alot of laughter that others might not get at all! Ops... Again no offense! Ops... Again dun hv other meaning! If what also hv to think of other feeling then v no need to write or chit chat le! Think back every single thing now, I'm happy to hv those BFF! Eventot some say I'm devil coz bring them out for shopping all the time n some r more devil than me coz of keep bringing me to get those branded bags! But I really like it! Super happy! After u use branded bag u really won't look at those ppl so call sungai Wang bags that dun hv any brand n cheap coz it won't last for long! Sometimes the quality of the thing that u used will show a person personality. So tonight I dun should it so call house warming!? BBQ night!? Or so call coach bag night!? Haha.. Dunno y everyone take coach bag!? Lalalala... But after dunno who arrange those bag I feel very cute. All sort of size n design of coach but for sure all with C C C. :)

Today before go down to wait for my super good collegue fetch me, I received a msg from my super good owner. Again he asking to join them for lunch! Again provided me with the menu. Quite interesting menu again but unfortunately I not able to join coz going out soon.

Learn from somemore... That dun bother someppl that who try to make u down coz this means that u higher than them! They keep try to make u down coz their envy become jealousy so god had said pls forgive ur enermy coz only they can make u stronger n stronger! Sometimes dun look from outside nia ppl! Before throw some rumors please see at urself! But that human, they only will see ppl negative thing n their own positive thing! Wonder u can feel the pain when same thing happened to u then y when u do that stupid to other u won't feel pain but u enjoy it!?? If u really can hv no feeling towards everything then just disappear! It's make no diff to me act! Coz I learn alot from u all! Learn to b clever learn to b good! Learn to b high EQ! As my dear said who never talk bout others bad thing behind them!?? But dun after said throw the shit to others! Bu yao cai ren jia Lai gao pan zi ji! Zhen xiu chi o!

Ok, super late now! It's time to GAO GAO zhu with my dear le! Tomolo both of us need wake up super early. Nights world.

P/s: dun only saw ppl negative thing! Ppl r not perfect so as u! So if u r not perfect so dun keep say how bad ppl r! Yes, ppl might not b right all the time but didn't means that they r wrong all the time! Learn to b a mature human pls! Thanks!

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Bag

2011-09-03T12:01:00.001+08:00

Haha... Get a good news from dear yennice early in the morning. Tomolo going to get my LV sling bag from her. Super happy. Thanks dear mama. Haha... U always my dear pretty mama n also I'm ur mei fen forever. U r so sweet whenever u call my name. No ppl will understand how much I love u n how much u put effort on me no matter in what. Thanks for ur advice n caring all the time. Love u forever n ever my dear BFF. Somebody pls dun show out ur LV n iPad all the way la! Muahaha... Look like aunty! iPad2 only ma... V also hv la! Didn't see us keep show off all the time! Sot de! Somemore the LV bag like aunty borrow u use de! Muahaha

Again my dear Jeffenie mention that nomatter how n what u need just tell me. I will try to help u ad much as I can. The touched part is she said "no matter how, if 1 day u really hv no place to go remember u hv me even I didn't earn very much but I still can afford u until ur last breath." super touched! That's is a real fren will do that other no able to do! They only will think other way round so that u won't diaries their life! That a selfish fren that I have met before! U all would not hv one like mine forever coz u use ass to make fren not heart! If they r u super good BFF, then u wouldn't step them! U wouldn't not say their bad thing behind them but if other talking bad thing behind them u de 1will try to protect them! That's what I learn from my BFF!

My dear carrie.... Another BFF... even v know each other not so long but yet v r so close! Coz the 1st image v get from stranger is.... Haha... But I super salute her coz no matter what kind of attitude other give she still can accept bring them to eat n shop unless u r super terrible shit until once heard ur name she refuse to meet u at all! So u can imagine how shit u r! Dear carrie, after back from melacca go celebrate ur birthday o... Will buy alot of mum mum that u request for u makan. Dun worry coz u r my carrie...

My Juliana babe, currently she a bit busy like me. Weekends always fully booked! Haha... She r super helpful ppl! I love her so much coz she always like a mother that always take care of me. Even sometimes a warm msg will do. But extra thing I dun wan say here coz somebody will make it as topic! Wondering they might hv no topic to maintain their relationship so they only able to use us as a topic!

Last 1, my super duper babe.. She always called me do not mention her... So now I dun wan mention her... As long as she n me know then enough.

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A brand new life begin

2011-08-30T20:19:00.001+08:00

Move to new place! Near by alots of amenities and the price r much more cheaper! V staying with fren n the little 1. ^.^

Quite happy with what I have now! Even not big house no big business but at least I hv comfortable zone, a good career for now n good fren! Should say bested fren ever! At least currently I able to cope with my pretty n wonderful collegue n frens! My msn list always will hv good fren list! 1 of dunno should call nuts or human asked me before y there r best fren n good fren group 1?! What is the diff?! I didnt answer much just change topic! Now I can bravely speak out here is good fren group is for ppl that I good with but they not able to achieve to the list of best! For my six sense they only good with u coz they need u but they not able to reach the stage that no matter how to help u n protect u as ur best fren will do! For eg. If 1 day I needsome money for emergency help do u think they will without think twice help u!?? I can say it out loudly that they won't! Won't at all! And the only thing they will do is run as far as they can! But for my best fren, they always care about me no matter I far I at! Only a call a msg they won't give u lots of excuses to not help u! 1 call or msg will do! State clearly what u need or what u wan tell they r always there for u! Without any agreement they sincerely n willing to help n care bout u all the time! That I consider BFF!

Anyway, current owner is so! Always understand what v wan n need! N also always think for our side! They always will give u a warm msg! They always will tell no worries do what u all feel comfortable! Even ur good fren also not able to do so coz they will think twice no matter how coz they dun even believe u! They make fren with coz they tot they need each other n not make fren just coz of sincerelity!

Ok, stop here for today... Just finish my dinner so full now. Gonna take a rest then zzzZZzzZzz... Nights peeps!

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Doggies

2011-08-29T07:17:00.001+08:00

This question in my mind for quite long. Dog only will bark when met stranger, right!?? But how if dog meet dog? Erm.. When doggies meet each other end up is doggies bark to each other! Yes, only dog will like whatever relate to doggies. Muahaha...

Love today weather should stay at home sleep! Haha... Going miss those laughter that always given by my buddies soon.

Feel great to hv the real friendship here. Before this I only will write Jennifer. Didn't feel like wanna write others at all coz all r so fake! I only write real thing n sincere thing! Dun think u always is right!??? Yes, in wrong coz I go believe nuts before but now I'm clever! Coz nuts only will forever nuts! Yeah!

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2011-08-27T12:29:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning wake up just to pack my thing bit by a bit. Haha... Who will believe that after all this month v only need to pay $470 rental that with air COND! Stay with best fren is very good n wonderful moment! Now every month got more extra money to shop! Yeah yeah!

I very sympathy with those ppl poor in money but I will not bother or care or sympathy or can say that is hate those nuts that poor in attitude! Look down at those ppl!

Quite shameful with this ppl that take other ppl thing but act like their own thing! That is other ppl family rich n affordable to get her those thing! Thats not urs! So nth to proud of! So stingy impossible to buy de la! So nth to proud of by showing ppl other ppl thing! That's call shameful!

Thanks for deleting but please dun save those link that u deleted in ur brain la! Deleted then dun see! Siao! Dunno y the world hv such ppl!

Lady boss open her mouth n say she nth to do quite free call her help ...... So stop it tell ppl u very busy! Ops... U all busy is busy busy surfing, you tube n chit chat all the time! Ok, that's can consider busy, busy kpo-ing with outside world coz u hv no 1 in the office that willing to share with!

I can anytime chase those stupid nut out from the van when I van! Didn't inform when wanna take van out buy lunch! U tot bus a! Siao zha bor!

Stop read this Coz u unable to take it!bye!

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Again

2011-08-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

Again the same question asked by my babe... U really like to blog?! Yes, again the same answer I will give. Yes, I like to blog! Haha... I seldom to blog about others but currently I like to blog about my darlings... What v do Tgt, what v go thru n what v hv Tgt.

Can't wait for melacca trip. Going with dear n babes. Sincerely to tell that, before this whatever trip that I go with those ppl all r sucks. I'm not enjoy at all every single trip! In my heart only feel that I stay at home sleep better but now r different! I very enjoy every single moment v hv. Every trip end make us so feel to hv another trip more. So the schedule is tied until next year end.maybe this is coz of who u going with n b with! Last time I enjoy shop but when come to shop with somebody else I'm like nth to feel or should say dun feel like buying but when I shop with my dear darlings I every moment buying. Maybe the taste r different! Some really bought thing very cheap but bad quality! Its not my style at all that's y not enjoy at all. Is quite boring.

If u not affordable but humble then everyone will help u buy if I u wan it but if u like to show off while u hv nth so no point to help or pity at all! So now I dunno should clarify is my problem or theirs problem!

My timetable is fully book until dunno which day to do ot. Alot of date... :)
my dear babes say I very busy n good thats y I hv alot of fren... =x I admit it coz I hv true fren that really use their heart! Thanks to all my dearest.

Ok, until now for today. Coz super tired. So good night worldzzz.... Loves...

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Wonderful day

2011-08-22T00:28:00.001+08:00

Super tired but happy. Yesterday met carrie n other frens.. Shopping day again... Get myself a short pants n a dress. Those dress a bit sexy... Wondering izzit suit to wear to office? Erm... See how la... After shop v go until paya lebar the place carrie working coz there hv night market. Super hot... Alot of smoke... But hv fun... Thanks dear carrie for the lunch n gifts...

Today my night outing with dear yennice. Haha... Go to our Lao di fang for steamboat again. 3 of us really steam n sticky.. Hehe..
Get a very useful gifts from her..
After dinner v went to shop again.. Again get a blouse n she get a dress. Wondering will the ladies n gals in the shop will feel our smelly BBQ smell ler?!! Haha.. Enjoy the night n hv fun with her...

This is those gift I get from my babes... My super b BFF! I think can last at least 2months..^.^

Super like this dress too... Hehe..

Stop here for today coz very tired dy need recharge my energy for tomolo fighting... Nights babes... N nuts!

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2011-08-20T09:10:00.001+08:00

Buatlah apa-apa yang Kau suka asalkan kamu Bahagia Dan tak menyusahkan orang lain. Haha...

I'll keep u in prayer! *That's the best I can do* Peace ppl!

Babes said that I like to blog o... Yes, I like! Haha...I start to blog before her... I mean knowing her! Nth to regret at all just feel stupid that I still continue it eventot I know that.... Not to say more.

Babes, I won't mention ur name here but to tell u smth that no need to scare about dog eye, k?! Even I din mention, those green eye monster still will say is u.... Coz they r envy at us. So what for v Care about them! Remember that in their mind only got 1+0=10. So no need to mind so much about them de,ok?! V enjoy our life now... Hehe... Dun care those stupid vege! Haha... Loves....

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Pressie

2011-08-19T22:54:00.001+08:00

Another memorable day I have again...outing with babe amoi... Here she come...

This is her pretty face after dinner... Stomach so full. Thanks for the dinner o... Next time v go stadium Tgt with carrie for steamboat again o...

Love to receive present n souvenir from dear babes... Again here it's come

Thanks amoi for this o... Love it very much... Next year my turn to go that place to buy u another souvenir o...

Here is my super meaningful birthday card n 1set of hello kitty. Wuwuwu... *touched* love it so much! Hope always hv new product for it dun wish it's disappear. *cry hardly & pray hardly*!

Yeah... It's from my dear... Hehe..

It's from him too... Hehe...

Another for this year... thanks for ur loving all this year... Love u so much...

After all this year, today I'm damn happy is because of my A group buddies able to join my B group buddies... And v very enjoy the moment Tgt. Wish more to come. Forget the pass move forward.

Today help our beloved zhu jiao celebrate birthday in office. He was so shy...hehe..today few of us wear Disney T-shirt! Minnie n mickey... Waiting for my girl to send me the pretty photo. Green eyes monster dun envy! Just go buy those cute Garfield to wear bah... Remember find few more o..but dun think ppl wan join u la. They rather join us also not u bah... Lalalala...

This my 1st wonder birthday in Sg...

And this was my 2nd anniversay cake for this year... More to come... Love it... Love them too...

I think stop it for today coz need refill my energy for tomolo outing again with dear carrie... So now rest lo... Nuts hoe u enjoy reading my blog but dun jealous, ok?!!! Bye!!!

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Laughing day

2011-08-19T17:30:00.001+08:00

Today so shock that my dear babe shout that she hate pimples! Hehe... She so cute! She said "I hate pimples! Y sudd pop out 1?!" she so cute plus the acting. My dear babe I hate pimples too... This few days v ate too much heating thing le. Mon start eat mcd again? Ah Tao treat us. Haha...

Ops... It's time to ready n pack... Juliana wait me here I come... Muackzzzz.... Happy... Tomolo with babe carrie n yennice lo... Busy week again. Lalalala... Saw a green eye monster again... Shoo shoo shoo..,

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19-Aug

2011-08-19T07:12:00.001+08:00

Morning devil! But I'm only to great n not to follow what devil wan! Coz I'm only follow angel! Hehe.. Yesterday few angels talking beside me. So touched! Dun bother green eye monster coz they won't get any improvement by evil at others! Hehe.. So I dun wan b like them forever only xxxix! Haha

Anyway, I still like to mention pimples on my face. Still very hate when it's pop out 1! Haha.. U angry y I saying that? Ops.. But I won't angry u when u saying something more horrible! Coz u forever won't change u tot u wan b leader but u failed to b! Muahaha... Go ahead bah. Wish u hv more member bah!

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A very GOOD morning

2011-08-18T07:17:00.001+08:00

Morning ppl... Dun peep just read guang ming zhen da! I dun mind!

Yesterday my housemate telling me that they not able to hear what I n my dear talk about in the room when they at outside of the room! But b4 this got some nuts tell me that her sausage heard what I talk to owner o... 你有千里耳？so geng?! Stupid!

Haha... I like to write whatever I wan! Since like u like to b reporter after ppl blocked u n u still doesnt realize n keep peep them let u see!

人要现实点，要向钱看起！为了钱途而奋斗而不是香肠！人要用脑袋想而不是下半身！

好的朋友无论发生什么事会鼓励你，什么事都会叫你想好来；想清楚！烂的人就会叫你放弃，误导你因为她们无法接受你比她们好！她们无法接受她们工作这么久还不如你！这也不能怪她们因为她们做了4-5年工还比我烂！这么爱眼红就让你眼红吧！不要自己孳息就好了因为我是不会去拜你们的！

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Meaningful advice

2011-08-17T20:52:00.001+08:00

Dun care bout them just do my work coz boss promote me not them so y should I care them?!!

Yes, I do more so I get more! I admit I want money but only coz they feel I worth with that amount! Non like them!

Then they work for what? Demotion and sands? I do my job, get more than good! Don't care about green eyes monster cause they come back to u when u become manager haha chat hai chai! Wakaka...

Better dun come back to me coz I will make sure they hv a miserable life cause i dun like ppl curry flavor me!

Jealousy will kill them 1day! N also kill each other too. Just wait n see! No matter what post at least I better than u only shipping admin! Nth to proud of also coz its also admin only!

Anyway, today mood damn good coz I hv a bro cousin n fren that keep encourage me n b beside me! Today back with manager... The feeling so good. Haha.. Coz 10mins reach home... Lalalala..
Dear 4 more months... Excited! Love them too much le! Bye..

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Busy day again

2011-08-17T14:52:00.001+08:00

Snake-ing while waiting ppl to check price... U so like to read then let u read! I'm sure u all so jealous what I hv now! I'm enjoy my life with my new fren coz they r 200% much more better than u all! Yes, I chosen them instead of u coz for me u all only a fren for me to li yong! Haha... No point for me to put u on my heart coz my heart hv no more space!

Dear said that if somemore no more li yong jia zhi n somemore 2headed snake then I can kick them off from my world! I tot only singaporeN Kia su but I'm wrong coz u all more Kia su than them! If u got guts just walk in hr room tell them u wan get promote! But... Haha... They hv eyes see!

Jealous bout my life now?!!! Keep going drop ur saliva bah! Whose care!

Since u so like to b ke po ci n CNN to report news I let u read! But guang ming zhen da read dun use peep! Still tot wan change link n blocked de! But my dear said since she so like to kepo let them la!!!! Enjoy my pretty good life! If u r jealous then hope the airplane won't accident bah... Pray for u all! Adios!

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~~~~

2011-08-16T20:57:00.001+08:00

My dear said that if ppl promote u as asst manager, u dun wan?!! Ppl outside there will laugh u lo! Siao... Only those shit that envy that u can't get what u hv only will keep say u this n that! Dun fucking care them! After think it, yes y I fucking care with those siao zha bor ler?!! U know nth bout whole operation! U only know the answer is dunno then wait hv to ask who who 1st! Like a cow give ppl pull here n there! Sometime ppl think n tot they know everything! They think n tot they clever but act they r empty!

Tomolo if got chance will request that dun wan sit in the office with those dog! Yeah!

Act 1 more thing is to thank you them also! I still think of reject it coz I enjoy with working with my super young manager. Now since ppl r so envy me so I wan to take the challenge to assist purchasing manager! Yeah!

P/S:for those dog! If u dunno what post ppl r then go check! Ppl r manager level not sales bodoh! Who r sales person in ur company u also dunno then u can go die le! Ok, cannot say like that to u! Coz u everything also dunno! Only know YouTube n XwXXXXr n stupid until everyone know to off on time only u keep playing! Maybe u think u r lady boss even CEO saw also cannot do anything to u bah!

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Please la!

2011-08-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

There r really ppl envy bout u!

Is Nth coz mine EQ is high! Nvm!

If u feel I'm money face then y u work?!! Dun work! Stay at home sleep! My salary is equal to my work load,ok! Dun act clever if u dunno!

I didn't reach the stage of curry flavor ppl! I know u try so hard to curry flavor but still doing klf thing! Still doing filling n photocopy only!

PLEASE la! Stop those stupid action la! If u dun wan money then dun work la! If dun wan money y u all keep change for higher salary! Siao de!

Like other say if u so clever then no need get the job by me! Just search urself!

Ppl say how ugly is ur face but as long as you attitude n character is good then u r pretty than other That pretty on face! Sadly! U all face, attitude n character also ugly! Pity with pimples face pity with flake xxx!

Told N times if u r so proudly say u dun care then just fucking off from seeing the this! It's mine personal thing that non of ur business at all!

If dun wan money then just dun accept the increment!

And PLEASE some ke po ci out there if u dun understand what I saying then just shut ur mouth up! I'm saying I lazy to talk with square brain department coz I lazy to scold them at all! So if u dunno dun act clever!

Now start to think that I can propose that somebody no need increment coz they dun wan it! Good! My boss will happy to hear that too!

Luckily I got six sense! Luckily last year I didn't make stupid decision! Wooohhh I'm safe!

So ppl there if u jealous bout other then go request from bosses to promote u! Dun sad at least u try to ask for that by thick skin de face! Anyhow, I still will wish u all best of luck! Pray hard that u all won't kena reject! WTF!

Just fuck off in front of me! Ccb!

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Confusing n headache day

2011-08-15T21:51:00.001+08:00

Should I accept the promote? Or continue with what I hv now that also sound quite good. Just hate to see ppl envy face when they know u gonna get promote! The mouth like shit! Haih.. The feeling so complicated! No matter what post it will b as long as u get promote n salary also increase is the fun place! Really need time to consider coz dun wan everyday vomit blood by asking those ppl that blur blur in working! Ask what also say dunno! Even scold them I also feel lazy still wan me talk n work with them! Sien...

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2011-08-14T23:14:00.001+08:00

I never be a memory coz u're not intend to keep it in the heart!!! U may b pretty but heartless! Everything may start with a simple "hi" but might not b end with "bye"!

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Enjoyable day

2011-08-13T19:05:00.001+08:00

Just back from jb with dear darlings n babes... Hehe...so happy n a very good memory for me...

Very touched with the card that u all make... Love it so much n also the present thanks for everything. Even quite shy when even stranger at the Wong kok also follow to sing birthday song when the workers there play the music. There r some of fellow celebrate birthday with me. Even v dunno each other but v still able to celebrate Tgt. Happy birthday to u all. Hehe...

Bought alot of thing. So heavy yet a good memorable day in my life. Love u all very much. After get this pic will upload it here if there no lag la. Will be continue again when get those pic. Will explain it 1 by 1. Hehe...

This is the 1st photo I uploaded will b more soon... Thanks for babe wishes. Thanks for everything. Hehe.. Love u so much.

Here v go with more photo that I had promised.

Deng deng...this is what I get from my pretty darlings...

Here they are...

How sweet they are... Muackzzz

And this my beloved dear...

That's all for now....

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Friday

2011-08-12T07:09:00.001+08:00

Friday yellow or purple? Bring out my hello kitty to office. This few days get souvenir from collegue. Is quite nice n I like it even a small gift but just few of us hv it. Haha...

This morning start cough lo... Coz this 2 days 3.30 go out buy ice cream with my collegue. Feel the love from them even they r evil coz treating me eat ice cream. Hehe...

Tonight going out with babe again... Go to wash photo. Yeah.. Fill my album with our photo again. Hehe...

This weekend when got time going take down all my cute
Hello kitty n pig picture. So wait for it bah...

Will b continue...

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Tittle tittle!

2011-08-11T02:02:00.001+08:00

Haha... Hv no idea what tittle to put....I'm really a pig coz I sleep from 8plus until now. Hehe... But later gonna sleep back again...

My dear telling me he heard that iphone5 will release on end of sept. Lalalala...did u will change for me? Haha...

Dunno y currently so happy! Muahaha... Maybe coz I'm too happy! Wiped off all the past! Just move forward! Now no see no heard nor reading! Like what they teach me really useful. Thanks all.

Enjoying my day everyday now...
Dear Jeff... Vince saying oct might b in kl so find u on that time lo.make sure u available o...

Every morning and night otw to n back from work I saw alot of scenario. Some r so funny some r so sad... At least is real! Is better than a fake 1 lo!

Today realize that human attitude, character, mood n behavior can change as fast as the weather!

Get sparkling mask for them... Hehe... Tomolo able to see the result le. Yeah... 2am now, is time to go bed again. Adios...

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Crazy day...

2011-08-10T16:12:00.001+08:00

Whole day snake-ing... Muahaha... Now only wanna start my work coz of no pc to use n ppl r shooting. Hehe... Enjoying my magnum ice cream that bought from lth. Hehe... Gonna hv it tomolo again! Lalala... That's my beautiful life at lion island... Adios... Need to rush my thing out.

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Wednesday 10/8/11

2011-08-10T07:14:00.001+08:00

Maybe after national I getting love this lion island. Sometimes Singaporean a bit crazy but at least some r really good coz they always teach me new thing.

Nowadays human so like to blame others while did they r
Realize when 1 finger point to others there r still hv 4 fingers pointing to themselves? I also still at the stage of learning.human only can see ppl bad thing n negative thing but can't see their! When come to them they only know that what other did to them but not they hv did to others! So do I coz I'm also human! Sometimes only to let ppl feel what u feel when the same thing happen to them! Like my collegues like to say is treat them as Buddha to teach u b strong. Yes, I should treat that. No matter how stress I feel I also need to b so. 1 day who eaten chili only they will taste the spicy.

Ok, until here today coz its almost reach boon lay take a nap a while listen to music. Hehe

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Prolong

2011-08-09T23:16:00.001+08:00

Today learn 1sentence... You are what you eat! Haha... If direct translate is u r a shit if u eat shit! Muahaha... That's y I will not simply eat the food that not my character... Hehe... Good thing to learn!

Dudes, remember that u r what u eat!!! By eating v can know how is that person!

That's what I learn just now..., more to go.., byeeee nitezzzz

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Singapore birthday

2011-08-09T16:16:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday my beloved Singapore....coz of this national hv something to share with...

Everyday walk nearby my house area saw a scenario. A pair of very good fren... Everyday can see laughter at their face, they like alot of thing to share Tgt. But sadly when another parties found another fren opposite sex. She/he forget that another close fren started to walk away silently.both of them total forget the another 1. This make me feel that is it that call a fren while they can forget each other when another party appear?! After few day of thinking. They so close coz they need each n other. When they dun need another party they will totally forget the other appearance. A sad story in a national day.

Anyway, I'm lucky that I hv few reliable fren.. Hehe... Mow ready to go out. Later will meet my yennice.

From now onwards I will b drop down every single thing that happen in my life. What I see what I heard n a little bit about my opinion.

Adios fren....

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Good lesson

2011-08-08T18:18:00.001+08:00

Ppl who will stay kl forever or ppl who from kl r so ridiculous! Luckily carrie not like them! I learn a good lesson from my lady boss n manager. That is what their working attitude! 1 word bodoh sombong! Thank you for both of u... Like she told me study high n good result so what coz u only memorize n not practice it at practical! Yes, they r only tot with that toilet paper they can look down at uneducated ppl but they r wrong coz sometime their working style r much more better...hv to keep learning... Yeah...

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Complicated feeling

2011-08-08T13:42:00.001+08:00

Really dun understand that whether they not able to wipe me from they life or me! Since they r so proud they hv no feeling then what for keep remind themselves about me! Pity for those who always cheat at themselves! They r nth at all to me right now! So I dun wan b like them but now I hv to try my best to wipe them in my life! Live my happily life that without jealousy n evil talk like them! Must get ripe from them! Muahaha... Byezzzz

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Another week

2011-08-08T07:07:00.001+08:00

4 working days for this week... Now so sleepy... Yesterday sleep very late. Whole night searching for gucci bag... Fainted... Gonna get it soon! Need to mention here is original gucci! I won't like other that buy aaa grade bag! Haha... Ok, some might b not affordable but showing off type! N even now I buy original sure some will gossip behind that is aaa grade. So mention once enough. Mouth is on other ppl face so v can't control their mouth only pity them.only ppl who not able to get it will say others...

Sitting in the cold bus early in the morning really ppl feel much sleepy... Have some music on v can hv a nap. Some r curry flavoring some r same like me ready to take a nap while in the journey to reach office.

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Nah nah nah nah....

2011-08-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

Girls I'm awake now!!! Muahaha... Found out twitter is nth at all! Most of the ppl won't tweet coz there nth diff! So v only enjoy talk box n whatsapp n viber! Pity for those that not able to do so! Ops... Again can't look down at those stingy ppl coz they r poor! Sorry god... I doesn't meant that but they deserve that. =X

Some r too jealous what v hv babe! Some r too jealous that when they found out v r enjoying but they not able to do so! Haha...Shhh Shhh... Hate ppl peep my blog! Haih... They r so can't accept that they getting out from our world but act they r not really mind of it! Muahaha... Whose care... Lalalala...

I love this app very much... Hehe.. Search for quite sometimes n it's finally! Haha...

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Hahahah

2011-08-07T15:27:00.001+08:00

Love apple stuff very much! Fren r always KIT with me thru those apple app...yeah yeah! U all r so funny when talk bout nuts thing! Hehe... But it's ended! Sg didn't accept nuts! So u all dun worry... Find 1 day upload here my travel photo with darlingzz... Dear amoi, Yi Lu shun feng o... Shhh... Secret... Haha cox got peeker! Muahaha...

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Relaxing sunday

2011-08-07T14:41:00.001+08:00

This whole week busy working... Coz 2 ppl using 1pc in office. Sudd that hv a computer audit few days ago... Haha I just realize how powerful am I! Feel so funny! My ren yuan damn good! Yeah!!! Coz didn't get caught like others! Nuo bu Yao ren zhi chu fei ji mo Wei! Even who get caught or not hv no feeling on that coz only nuts will get caught I guess not human! Human hv brain to think while nuts hv no!

Act not much to blog only what to tell is what u wan u dy get! Just go ahead! Ren zai zuo tian zai kan! Currently company keep sack ppl but I'm very safe! Haha... Get my increment. The highest I get for working there 1 year. Lalalala... Treat juliana eat... Hehe...

Maybe that night eat spicy food sudd pop out a pimples! So hate it! I can't stand with this small pimples really can't imagine that the girls who whole face with pimples! So disgusting dunno how they overcome that ugly face feeling. Maybe that god wills! Haha.. God is good all the time! Ops... My au nao doesn't influence anything! I think fat girl r nicer than a pimples girl bah! At least is real n chubby! Non like pimples girl, they only think of make up to cover all the pimples n make up so thick make ppl feel so like a ghost bah..I tot only I worry bout pimples but carrie too. Luckily lo... Haha... V affordable to buy those skin care to protect our face! Muahaha... Gonna share 1 set collagen drinks with my pretty carrie n Juliana soon.

I dun like stranger peep at my blog pls go away dun peep at my blog n see what I'm doing here coz u all r not able to catch up! Ops... Can't look down at stingy ppl! Can't blame them just coz of they r poor! Sorry...

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Shopping time with my dear darling

2011-08-07T11:24:00.001+08:00

Finally download an app that I can blog anytime eventot I resting on the bed...

Yesterday met my dear carrie, we have our lunch at our Lou tei fong... The 1st question that v always ask each other is do u miss me?! Haha... Definitely v do... While eating v chit chat alot of thing. She teach me alot. Learning will never end if u still hv the heart to keep on moving. Yes, I should open my big big heart to feel how terrible they done to me... Everything happen hv their own reason n root cause. When this happen who encouraging u to b angry n stress?! While I hv the answer after all awhile thinking. As she said that is a devil that wanna make u fall! They done so many stupid n childish thing y still wan to treat them as a fren?!!! Yes, not at all. A fren is bring me right track. So I learning to b high EQ! Thanks dear for the advice.

Oh ya, v decided our 1st trip will b redang or Taiwan. Either 1 will b our 1st trip Tgt. Yeah yeah... While shopping eating v gain alot from each other. I like to b with educated ppl that won't look down at uneducated ppl seriously! V buy alot again... Haha... Sasa workers r happy to see us. Yesterday night back home try those new product its nice n the result is good! Dear, it's worth with the price! Haha...the mask r awesome too. After that v go grab a bag. Love the bag very much n even Vince say it's nice. Me n Vince gonna get LV n gucci bag soon. Can't wait for it. Over excited....

Our gym mission still not able to fulfill coz v 2 can't make a time... But v search for Nike shoe to gym. Haha... N a running shoe coz our running shoe is getting old. V should start again running mission after a week rest ok?!! Grab a pretty shoe that only cost of $99! Can't imagine of it. V r still searching clothes n bag to gym. Haha eventot v haven found a good time for gym. Lalalala...

Gambateh dear... Both of us hv to b very hardworking le after start our study. Jy jy faster finish all the papers! Hehe...

That's all for now...

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My daily life in Sg

2011-08-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

another new month...its August! yeah... to all my darlingzzz.... u all really give me a wonderful month ahead. super love this year august never have it before... unlike b4 how ppl trying to do to curry flavour u but u r feeling nth coz that only curry flovour u to get smth for them. however, i put down and forgive those shameless nuts!

thinking of updated it for pass few days but quite busy currently. busy having outing and date with my darlingz... had my dinner at balithai at IMM with Juliana darling....the food are quite nice. we ordered some dishes but still hv some we have no chance to try but promised to try other on other day again. :) we have non stop chit chat again until dunno times pass so fast. my darling Ju, jiayou...will support nomatter what decision u make. dun cares what other think as long as u and ur family is comfortable with it. waiting for that day. ^.^

now abit tired super tired coz my outing schedule is full even on weekdays. every night back home almost midnight. looking forward for my darling carrie too... gonna meet her for shopping and hi-tea. Gucci bagss..., we coming. haha....excited.

next week i will be outing with babe, yy and 164 darling...i will get whole set of super nice babe hello kitty. haha... thanks darling...eventot i know is very expensive so i very appreciate it. is hard to get mature and understanding fren. hard to get a group of fren that sincere to each other. i must stay away from those worm. i will keep this friendship as u all love me more more more and i love u all too.

going to meet yennice too... yennice pretty darling....she gonna celebrating with us after her exam. my pretty lover...HK coming end of this month... haha... we will burn our wallet and card...LV or Gucci?!!! think think think! haha... have to bring more card go o.... so wonderful months...

whole august will pass very fast unlike the moment i at kl. a day like a year. i enjoy every single moment here coz i have TRUE darlingz.... darlingz that wonnt teach me to b bad but yet teach me to b strong and a good person. thats CALL FRIEND!

Darlingzzz... our outing will continuess... to keep as a memory tgt for following months, years....going to cindy wedding also in this year. excited to go for pre wedding photo shooting soon. after urs... then..... haha.... u all know de. dun curi curi laugh when read it hor....muahaha...

will update the blog when i very free with our photos.... =D

Love,

Catherine....

奇怪的想法

2011-06-02T11:44:00.004+08:00

人真的越来越奇怪！当你劝人之前可不可以看看自己是否也是这样做！

什么是要爱自己你们才能爱我! 想了很久！让你们无所欲为哪算是爱自己吗！！让人欺负不出声才算爱自己吗？爱自己的定义到底是什么呢? 真的想不通！哪你又知道我不爱我自己？

mix up emoing...

2011-05-15T22:31:00.003+08:00

sunday gonna end soon. gonna start a busy day again....

friday after finish work how excited i was is the next day gonna shop for bag... and date Juliana to quite far to shop... we bought a lot of thing and my wallet vomit blood...XD i get my new sea star mosturizer & collagen. i happy that finally i get the 1 that i look it for so long. the brand from korea...get a new bb cream from the same brand.but not only that i get but also bought alot that i not expect to buy but just because there have what i wan so i get everything once i get the chance. get eye cream too... and buy alot of thing for my dear Vincent too... how happy we r when we shop and also shop for our beloved 1.

once upon of the time, how he make me so disappointed and sad in the same time but i can feel how he change for me and done everything for me and for our future. so glad that he always be my side nomatter how i treat him. he always the 1st one care for me... now for me good fren i doesnt need a lot. good fren 1 is enough... dun mind how other look at me with this type of mind set but im sure to get one u love and care for u is hard. just appreciate what i have now and let go those unhappy ppl and thing that make me sad for quite sometimes. but after think and understand act is not worth at all. once u feel then just go off quietly. sometimes human is like that but like what some of old ppl say just treat them like a buddha.

after 12am is a big day for my birthday boy. what we go thru now might be hard but i enjoy that everything that we go thru tgt and appreciate every moment we have. at least he wont be the one that will leave me alone and will always care for me. gonna celebrate his birthday tomolo night after work but tonight have no cake for him just a small surprise and present. hope u like it. now he become everything to me. every moment i breath i hoping that he breath with me in the same air.

Dear, u r so important to me. every moment the support u give me. how sad and moody im u the 1 always cheer me up. for ur birthday surprise gift that i will gift is i promised everything that u hope for so long...gonna plan all very nicely because im know its our most important event in our life. i wish that every moment, min and time we will be stick tgt under end of our life.

today get another coach bag. dear promised to let me hv it. im quite happy. now start my diet plan... so that i can slim down on time. so nic and carrie, better remember to reserve that day for me...cancelled others appointment as what u all hv promised. ^.^

how i wish on that day jeffenie, nic and carrie will be attend it. Jeffenie, is a fren that i know her since i was 3 years old. we getting closer and closer eventot both of us have our own life and we didnt meet for almost 2 years but our heart and care still so close and so warm. nic, is a my 1st fren that i know it once i step in office. a fren and collegue that hold me tight and guide me thru everything. a fren that who care and put our friendship at 1st place. we keep try hard to maintain it and i hope it last eventot v know each other not even 1 year but i believe there still have many years for us. Carrie, a fren that i know when i at college. we study tgt in the pengajian am, financial acc and moral. that time we start to be closer and again even sometimes we din contact each other for quite sometime but once we meet we r still close as before. that feeling u wont get from other. how she care and treat me only me know. how she avoid those misunderstanding make me salute at her. how i wish and pray hard that i hv 3 of u the most important guess on that day... for those that i din mention dun angry just because for now didnt come up from my mind. on the exact day i still wish all of u will attend too...

u all r also my dear fren... miss u all alot also act. hope have a crazy gathering. =）

dear say dun care what other think bout me just do what i want. just invite who i wan. and enjoy what i have now. just ignore those irritating stuff...act there r still some that i wish to hv on that day but....

the more i think the less i get... so just follow my heart and go on with what i have now.

sometimes i wondering act what other think act.... why they can just change so fast without any signal. why they can be so fake?!! but i know that wont be any answer for me.how sad it was i think it gonna end soon. believe one day can see thru everything and know what has happening act.

ok, time flies. its dy 11pm. need to stop emoing here... the feeling up and down but its time to ready...

Dear, happy birthday to u...and wish all the best and good luck to u. may god mercy upon u. Love u very much....

the hard moment i gone thru

2011-03-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

mid of the night i awake.... i thinking of should i act dunno but in my heart how suffer am i and i wondering bout what he doing behind me all the day n night. so i decided to check it but all is lock mode! thinking of telling him y he lock those thing but im sure when i tell he will unlock it but with everything deleted! so have to meaning to ask for. ppl thinking how happy am i but act im not... i hv suffering for quite a moment dy... from the beginning i come. he always give me lots of reasons n i still believe him and no more again...i wont believe and wont stay anymore.... i decided to end it! there r alot alot of unhappiness and suffering thing i go thru but dun feel of typing it all...but i can proudly announce that next month will be in kt and leave sg forever!

End of the new chapter of my life

2011-01-12T22:53:00.003+08:00

dont know where to start dont know how i should start act.

thing doesnt look better than what i wish, thing doesnt get better at all.

from 2010 i counting down that thing gonna turn to be better but act not.

i dont know how to tell others, how to explain to family when they tot their only daughter, only sister is happy and found her happiness at here. i try to keep in heart, try to control not to spread out but i cant.

i dont know where can i go to when everyone thinking im happy but act im not.

and again i tot that i will be happy if there still hv a chance for him but im wrong. totally wrong!

the heart get hurting a day than a day.

how the heart is hurt when seeing others bf can so care and treat them very well and take care them very well while i staying with and be with heartless bf(aka ex bf) that ever i seen in the world.

i decided to end this relationship by today eventot how hurt that i can feel and how nth that he can feel.

he keep thinking that i wu li qu nao.

i thinking of keep but now i feel that instead of keep i need to talk it out if not i think i will go crazy.

even a friend(boy) wont treat a normal friend(girl) like what he had did to me.

can u stand of ur love 1 flirt around smsing with a girl whole day even if u r there?

can u stand a bf really dun care whether u r really had ur breakfast, lunch and even dinner?

can u really stand a bf really treat u transparent and didnt care u at all?

can u stand a bf that other girls sms and call and dota or even a cigarate is more important than u?

and now i can feel how selfish he can be! a person who love u, he wont just let u be!

if still continue to be with there is not call love but instead of use to be!

i can feel that he hold this relationship coz of something else but not love. between us there is no love that what i can feel it and i just something need him to go on with my current life that i choose wrongly.step a wrong move but still need to go on. however, this realtionship hv to stop here.

how sad am i and he can make nth for it really make me disappointed and really make me give up. i let myself to be sad for that 1 month only before cny i hv to be ok! i promised myself!

STINGY CO.

2010-12-31T15:30:00.003+08:00

i'm so boring... boring until dunno what to do and keep facebooking. im very free since 1.30pm. im very free... free until i going to be crazy. waste my time here. almost all the company off half day today and i'm still dunno what the hell v at here from 12pm - 4pm since there is no customer?

im keep wondering that why dun just they give us back early than what they had promised! hey, just few hours AM wont go backruptcy, ok! fucking la...and i suggesting to help u to save electricity better than we sit here with air-cond on, light on everything on! what for?

haih...now say what also useless because is almost 4pm and i going to ready to off my stupid old desktop and wait for nicole to head over to Jurong Point shop until around 6plus then i got 2nd round, house warming at new house and tonite need to stay up late for packing....tomolo moving. no need to see stupid owner face anymore! YEAH!

Bye world...finally i can off!
BTW, Happy New Year 2011 to everyone. wish u all best of luck. ^^

FUCK AM

2010-12-30T14:00:00.002+08:00

nothing will make me feel fedup unless there is the thing that i couldnt do the thing i like and i been control like a dog or a cow!

New year coming soon... 2011 is coming soon... should i stop here in the year 2010 or i waste half of my 2011 that i knew that there wont have any improvement and learn the thing i really want to... i knew that i wouldnt able to achieve what i really want at here just because of somebody attitude or mind say that i have no fate with here and click with those employees here. i have a full of fire to work, to learn, to start my working life to end the student life (i mean student life like before that i can lepak with those buddy, sing k after class or exam, go holiday every sem break). i doesnt mean that there is no fun with them doing those stuff but is act very fun and i enjoy most of the time and i miss those time but i couldnt able to still continue those life because human getting mature and grown. we have to be responsible for everything we have done. i still wanna continue study as i mention previously and i still want try smth different when i still young and single and not available. haha...

how can a person came from so far to work and so hard to go back once but keep been stopped by HR fucker to take leave... and keep call me save it until CNY. hey bastard, next year hv next year AL pls...i keep to bring in coffin then AL izzit?! please understand,ok!

but frankly speaking i also wont here for long because im still young and looking forward smth challengging and learn different thing. i dun hope to stay longer in the company that always concern of themselve and not employee benefits. i dunno how others can survive but not me! and 1 more thing i wouldnt revenge until i confirm that i get better 1 and to leave. unless when that time come and my thinking be more mature and i change my mind.

others holiday but we still need to come work.... *wondering*. go study employees rules that set by singapore government and AM didnt fulfill it and dare to make more rules to cut off some that they should give benefits... really a FUCK AM. there is still luckily that have some collegue to make my day bright if not i think i die very soon. and 1 more thing, not to deny that even the production manager got mood but he is nice than other manager i ever met. he wont show that how different his level with us that small post workers because of him i stand until now but i dun think i will waste it just because of him... i really want prove my ability and go out learn other new thing different environment different field that i like and challenge job.

SO my new year new mission very clear just need to work on it. and i hope that u work on it tgt with me. i just think for our future our own good but u still hv choice not to follow because i have no right to stop u. ^.^

Wish Vincent Loh faster recover.... god bless u...

And may god bless me in this new year and the new me!

Broken Month

2010-11-10T17:13:00.006+08:00

currently is busy...whole month full with activities (outing and job).
my schedule is full and i miss those time...
5th nov - Bugis
went to Bugis shopping with Juliana. enjoy that moment very muchi eventot my leg starting to pain in the half way of shopping but we still continue to shop. bought a lot of thing and my wallet started to vomit...

13 nov - east coast chalet
going to bbq with my pretty collegues and handsome manager! XD

20 nov - melacca (A'Famosa)
going to melacca to attend my forever best friend wedding...everything prepared! and my wallet will vomit blood too at this time! =D need to give too big de ang pao le!

27 nov - not yet confirm the place
outing with babies Carrie and Juliana but not confirm where is the venue yet because need to confirm with pretty babies whether she available at what time!

Dec month also gonna be full schedule too...hv company gathering on christmas at universal studio. going to JB with my pretty nicole and alice...going back to kt for Emily wedding.. another busy month. XD

everytime frust about my work...my current work and some of the collegue that throw every rubbish to me, im quite sad and frust but when think about those activities i get the motivation to continue and wake up early everyday to come to work. i become so good not because i love the company but i love the money! think about everymonth get salary for me to enjoy with those babies and pretty collegue(some) im so excited! and i also cant wait to get my 13 month salary eventot i work here just few months but at least i hv the bonus! im happy to hv extra money to spend! XD

everyday pray hard that my big boss is free for at least 1 week in dec so that HR can discuss my increment of salary to SGD XXXX! haha...so it will be everymonth i also got some increment since last month! ok, i admit im a money face! $.$ im money face! who didnt love money! money can help us to built relationship between friends! no money u cant even join others for any functions or activities...

i think is enough for today because like usual i will off eveything early 15mins! XD shhhh shhhh dun let the cb ppl know if not i need to eat sotong le!

new blog!

2010-11-08T16:51:00.003+08:00

catherinegal blog is under maintenance...
will try to done the background asap so like i can blog like no one cares about this!

2010-08-26T19:52:00.002+08:00

there is alot alot of unhappiness that i found in my life now.
the problem that v faced that no others will know and understand.
i appreciate everything that i hv now. i dun need a millionaire family! i dun need a villa to stay! i dun need a benz to drive! i happy with my old life and not this life.
when i been told that how much ppl doesnt believe what had happened in our life and family there is thousand sadness even million million of tears that started to drop.
both r related to my parents. there r one side doesnt believe that how cruel that the other side had done to us until v couldnt breath at all. how tough v have to be to stand until now. how miracle it be that all of us still alive nomatter there r how many of human that close to us try to kill us without using a knife or a gun. it scary that a war.
when the thing is not happen to u, u r not the one who faced the situation u always wont believe how CRUEL that the one that i call as a uncle before that will do black magic to our family! everyone hv their millenium thinking that no such thing. but u wont believe every weird thing that happened! he wan his own bro to die just because a wife that dy hv a husband in other country! then i rather u straight away use a knife or a gun or even drive a car to hit at us. i dun mind about that. but use this type of stupid thing to torture ur own family members ur own bro that such a sin and such a shame to hv u as a bro and sis.
maybe all i had speak through this blogspot u all will feel funny and impossible but i dun mind. that is ur choice to choose to believe or not to. im the one who saw and experience it so just i only will believe such thing is possible to happen and it really happen.
ppl outside there if u dun believe just say u dun believe dun add extra word or lecture to tell us that v think too much and they wont do that. v dun need that n also v dun need ur sympathy! remember how ur sis had told u and u choose to believe other and not her dun regret when there is something serious happened!
after so many years v can stand until now already is a miracle. even now whole family crazy and choose to commit suicide i also feel nth. i dun mind at all. coz im proud that use our own hand and strenght v can stand until now. will a comfortable house and nice food to eat and enjoy life. hear this v wont regret if v hv to die 1day! i also wont regret if 1day v r the one taking the gun and shoot those ppl until die. *bangggggggggggggggg*

2010-07-17T01:26:00.002+08:00

Another sleepless night.
feel so weird that i also will hv sleepless night.
hv a tears drop period at the corner of the room so that others wont see.
but still hv to wake up top wash my face just because i cant let my eyes bengkak.
tomolo hv a interview, received call at the night while chatting with juliana at bukit batok mcd. quite long didnt meet her. i think after v finish our degree course in segi.
ok, back to the topic.
still awake at this time also didnt bring me any benefits also coz my eyes still will bengkak like panda. whatever la, i still couldnt sleep at this moment.
dunno whether i make a right decision to leave my comfort zone and came to stranger zone that no 1 can understand my feeling besides juliana unless u go thru and experience like us. sometimes u not yet go thru 1 thing then dun make decision and say that easy like u had been go thru n times. u know u r so bodoh sombong! dun too angkuh! u tot u earn alot ar?!!!
finished that case.
another case that make me awake at this moment is i suddenly miss my warm family that before this i always find reason so that they let me drive my own to interview but now i so hope that they will beside me to go thru everything. fetch me to interview and company me until the interview end.
at 1st, i always tot that distance will make a relationship gap bigger but now i found out that eventhought there is no distance between u and him but will lack of freedom. even u unhappy u hv to keep in ur heart until everyone is getting to the bed then u just can wake up in the mid night for blogging.

2nd anniversary bring nth to us. or should say it is a meaningful day for me but not him. other couple celebrate every festival tgt but v celebrate with nth. erm... should say he celebrate with his dota and i celebrate with mrt map.

my heartbroken once again! get empty promised always. so happy to wait the days come but its gone by nth.
dun understand y they just will realise when there are bigger problem occur?!! y dun they just avoid from that?!! get a very meaningful present is been told by him that he will let me go once i found a better 1. better than him and he told that he very open-minded. okie...i get what u mean. now regret also too late dy so i hv to go on with the decision that i had make.
dun worry, i will find my way out. i dun believe that i cant make it by my own. as Tay told me im a good girl and bravo girl so i can do it without any help. once i get a better job i will find my own accomodation. dun worry, i will give back ur life. the life that u said it is a normal life in Sg that i couldnt accept it. i know even i here u still can do smth i dun like if u wan. i know it, u told me before and i wont say anything or angry on u. u happy with ur life so i also will a life that belongs to me.
a everyday comfort food is a call to mummy and daddy to let them know their daughter is save and everything is alright at here. once i earn alot of money i will go back to u all. to our better life. wait me... i miss u all very much but i cannot give up at this moment.

Night.... muackzzz.....

2010-06-02T18:39:00.002+08:00

one day in the morning, daddy giving me permission to go sg for work...he give me permission where i wanna go as long as i get a better job and better future.

but, in my mind still thinking that should i go ahead...??? or should i stop here.

call 1 of my close fren(Juliana) and she also encouraging me to do so...

so now i left 1 month for kt...if u wan hire me then do it fast.... dun keep say wan hire but hv to wait...i cant wait too long more...

Coz, my dear will come and bring me go sg... not sure july or august...he planning. after that, my new life chapter begin...

its happy that able to meet him always but will this reduce our freedom?

freedom to be will our own fren...

will it make no privacy???

i know i shouldnt think this coz a couple couldnt hv this type of thinking...

our parents met everyday also...

after v decide to be forever then v hv to accept everything to share everything with our partners...

Hope to get a better job and better future for our family and future... god bless me.

2010-05-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

1st time argue with my forever best fren about my future!

Jeffenie says:

跟你讲你有不要听。。不要烦。。

一直逃避啦！

等你没钱了看你怎样

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

commit suicide lo

easy

Jeffenie says:

你会讲你的大哥的问题，如果有天他赶你出去你怎样。。eat shit

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

now its calling me choose my parents or bf

work you bu dui dont work you bu dui

Jeffenie says:

没人叫你选你的家人或bf啦！

叫你好好找工

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

i got find la

just resigned from previous 1

i send out all le

few i reject le

haih

i found le my parents say this and that a

my dad not feeling well la

nobody fetch to work la

Jeffenie says:

then how? wat u wan?

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

now not what i want

i find job like they gonna work

i found they say this and that

i dy dunno what can i do!!!!!!!!!

Jeffenie says:

i dun know la...so wat u going to do if they keep like that until u 30 yrs old ler

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

thats my fan nao lo

if i really very selfish de hua i just will ack my thing and off

pack*

thats all

but i think back

if i also like that how bout my parents

if i do that i wont hv any different like my bro and sis in law

Jeffenie says:

haih...u tell me ur bf no money...

then u also wan marry de...

then if u like that how u marry ler

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

he is poor right

but if wan he save money wont be difficult

just he will xin luan when his parents ask money from him

Jeffenie says:

now hv nothing yet of coz la!....if 1 days u two buy car buy house hv baby how

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

just think how to stop him from giving all his extra money to his family

Jeffenie says:

u also know la

life is very hard de

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

hey

im 24 le la

sure i will think all this thing la

Jeffenie says:

now i now working jason also feel very hard...

u wont think de la

u never work b4

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

just i wont tell out

Jeffenie says:

u dun hv car, house, to pay....

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

ya i admit i wont hv that

but then...

there r alot of thing u dunno la

haih

but is family pro

dun think suit to tell out la

nvm la

i nth for now

still can stand

maybe 1 day cant afford to settle all the pro u just see my si ti bah

Jeffenie says:

yalor...

i just wan to let u know if u keep like that u ll very hard for ur future life

^catherine^ assignment hv to off! my dear say cant curse myself! says:

u see i didnt work

but i helping my dad la

not i dun wan go out and work

just i hv to help them

u get what i mean anot?!!!!

every morning when u hear ur parents said that there alots of commitment, v hv no money to pay, v hv alot of document need to settle, v hv alot of place to go and ur dad not feelin well cant drive!

what i can do?

u tell me la

if im so cruel b4 cny i dy at sg audit firm working with 2.5k sg dollar,k!

Jeffenie says:

别人在走在跑。。。你还在原地坐着，你要开始走时，人家已经由level了，而你才开始。。你以后怎样生活，你会很辛苦的。。。

but there r alot of thing that i hv to consider! say is so easy but do is so hard for me! i wish i will be near to him after i grad and v no more separate but then how? i hv family pro that make me should stay back here!

ya, he is poor for now but when u love someone do u mind whether he is rich or poor? i admit that money is important, i admit that sometimes v do argue coz of money but v hv no choice right?!!! i still choose him coz he wont force me to leave my parents just bcoz he is so selfish n wan me go with him! do u think other rich guy can make it? u can promise that rich guy can stand and loyal with a girl that hv to be distance with him!

there r alot of fren telling me that distance relationship wont last for long! and until now i try so hard to maintain this relationship...keep thinking of the way out...

instead of all this who will understand me like him? who the 1 can go thru all d difficulties with me like he do? who will be my listener like him do? who will give me a hug when i need like him?

for god sake if no him, i swear i not able to grad like others! eventot he had no change to further study but he still encourage me to finish my course nomatter how tough it will be so what i wish from him somemore? wish to hv a big house big car and every month give me load of money? y cant v 2 work out tgt to hv it?!!

last but not least i still wanna to speak it out that i love him very much nomatter how. even 1 day he might let me go and be with other i wont blame him and i will so proud to say that i love him b4 and now! i wont feel ashame to admit that he is my bf a truthful bf! he is my fren, he is my love, and he is my future husband!

1 more thing how i argue with my best fren just for that, she still my best fren for now and forever... i love him so as her... both of u r so meaningful for me... i cant live without 1 of u! I Love U!

2010-05-07T20:49:00.003+08:00

after few months just realize that what he had told is true...

how many ppl can treat u so as what u treat others?!!

alot of experiment had done unpredictably...

is thinking y ppl so hard to treat u as u treat others?!!

when u treat others very good, they might not able to treat u good same as u...

when u treat others very bad, they might not able treat u bad as what u hv done...

so conclusion is so hard to find ppl that can treat u same as u treat them.

he also told that when u r rich, u will have alot of fren but how many is sincere to u?!!!

when u r poor all salt of issue will appear and u able to see which is sincere to u!

when u r poor and others might rich but will they still remember and help u as u do before?!!!

he said if u dun believe what i had said then u might wait and soon or later u will found the true!

suddenly i saw the msg and sound of teasing appear in my mind but however, i wont speak it out anymore coz i had decided my life. now i might be loser and u look down at me as a degree holder but earn nth but in future i not sure. u might still better than me but i dun care as long as my family is good condition. my dear and i still will together work out for our family. i dun wish to be billionaire or millionaire but just wish that v dun out of money, just wish v can hv normal life as others. i just wish to hv a happy family, a warm family. my children happy and always feel warm with the family that v build that is enough for me! if u have a lot of money but dun hv a happy family what for?!!! no use right?!! so i hope what i feel is wrong but if u really meant to teasing me then i just will say ok its fine! rich or poor doesnt mean too much for me coz when times come i will hv a warm family.

suddenly think of the dialog between my bro, bro gf, me and dear.

bro gf: when u wanna marry?

dear: when u and her bro marry lo?

bro: i wont marry, u dun worry!

dear: diao, then v dun wait le!

me: after u stop from smoke just tell me!

dear: when pregnant then i will not smoke again!

really fainted!

so u better stop smoking before i pregnant!

haha...i know u sure will read this post! so u better keep ur promise hor.

~ THE END~

2010-04-25T18:36:00.004+08:00

Sometimes its really nothing just sometimes i need you and want you to be my side!

Nothing is much more important than my love to you!

Sometimes i might just stare out there but there have no other meaning just to show that i mind of everything single thing that is about you just because i love you.

2010-04-13T16:00:00.006+08:00

haha...prepare exam paper for kindergarten children until half feel like wanna know that sop recently doing what coz she very long didnt online. so found sop, 2010 mission and vision.

i like her mission and vision. we need mission and vision to be success. ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Missions:

1) i have no more assignment for study but i have alot of assignment for working purpose. so have to finish all those assignment in 2 weeks time. before 25 April 2010 to fulfill my other mission and vision.

2) plan a good holiday trip asap. - found it so hard because we at different place right now! T3T

3) Diet plan (but sound like impossible) @.@

4) ♥ to have make up course at kl on march'10 ♥ - the mission failed. T3T

5) looking for a better job -applied the executive secretary position in alliance investment bank

Visions:

1) ♥ to have my own kindergarten business ♥- but it since like getting far away from me because i need about RM100k to start the business.

2) have at least RM25k in our bank account for our new car down payment and land down payment *plan to built the house according to our plan*

3) at least RM30k for our wedding party (i know RM30k like not enough but will try to save more so that can have a good and memorable party). ^_^

4) planning of my future such as wedding party *shy*, career (hopefully i get the executive secretary position, GOD BLESS ME)

haih...dunno until i can fulfill all this mission and vision ler?!!! but gonna try my best lo. hopefully i wont add extra mission or vision that need to save alot of money 1! =.="

p/s Sop and ah Siang, Cat and ah Seng JiAyOu o... XD so many s's 1?!

special for YOU!

2010-04-07T20:53:00.003+08:00

情境：晚上十一點五分。熱線電話中。女人說得正起勁，
男人不小心打了呵欠。
不懂女人心的例子：
女人（試探地問）：「你想睡覺了喔？」
男人：「對啊。今天上班好累。」
女人（故作體貼狀）：「好吧，不吵你了。快去睡吧！」
男人：「喔，好。那你也早點睡。」啪。
男人掛下電話。
五分鐘後，電話鈴響。
被吵醒的男人：「喂！？」
女人：「．．．．．．」
男人：「誰啊？」
女人（一肚子委屈狀）：「你是不是對我感到不耐煩了？」
男人：「啊？什麼？」（丈二金剛摸不著腦袋）
女人：「．．．．．．」
男人：「怎麼了啊？」
女人：「你是不是覺得我很煩？」
男人：「很煩？？為什麼？」
女人：「．．．．．．」
男人：「到底怎麼了啊？你不說我怎知道？」
女人：「人家講到一半，你就打呵欠，又自己先跑去睡覺．．．．．．」
男人：「可．．．可是，是你叫我先去睡的啊？」
女人：「你都說要睡了，不然我還能怎麼樣？
男人：「唉！如果你要我聽你講話，就直接說嘛。幹麼叫我去睡，結果自己又在那邊生悶氣？」
女人：「我那有生悶氣？」
男人：「這樣還說沒在生氣？好啦好啦，下次我不睡了嘛。可以了吧？」
女人：「那有什麼意義？我要你自己心甘情願，想聽我說話才聽，而不是因為怕我生氣！」

結局：男人又多花半小時安撫對方。實際就寢時間：十一點四十分。
加上先前爭執的緣故，睡覺時情緒有點悶。明天搞不好女人還會冷飯重炒一次。

深諳女人心的例子：

女人正在興頭上，男人打了呵欠。
女人（試探地問）：「你想睡覺了喔？」
男人（語氣雖然疲累，但表示出興致）：
「嗯。有一點。今天上班比較累。不過你還沒說完啊，繼續說。我在聽。」
女人（得到安撫）：「喔，不過你累了。不然你先去睡好了。」
（還是有試探意味。千萬不能中計，馬上掛下電話）
男人：「今天沒午休，的確比較累一點。
不然明天早一點打給你，我們再聊久一點，好不好？」（解釋原因，並且提出補償）
女人：「喔，好吧。快去睡。你一定很累了。」
（已經願意放你去睡覺了。不過打鐵趁熱，別停下來）
男人：「那你打算幾點睡？」
女人：「不知道，再過一下子吧。」
男人：「好啊。不過不要太晚睡，對身體不好。我會心疼耶。」
女人（嬌嗔狀）：「好啦。」
男人：「我最愛妳了。」（眼皮垮下了也要記得說，功虧一匱可就划不來了）
女人：「我也愛你。好好休息喔。」。（終於心花朵朵開了）
男人：「嗯。」
啪。女人掛下電話。

結局：十一點十分，完美的句點。男人順利就寢。睡得香又甜。隔天說不定還有morning call。

結論 1：女人要的是感覺。很多時候，不能用理性的腦袋去思考她們的邏輯。
結論 2：多花幾句唇舌，講幾句貼心話，可以讓你省下超過半小時的寶貴時間。
結論 3 : 遇到這種情況，要讓女人先掛電話。以免後患無窮。
結論 4：如果你的女人不像上述例子這樣，那麼恭喜你。請好好珍惜她；
如果你的女人和上述例子一樣，請別指責她「無理取鬧」。

p/s: special for YOU!
她要的其實很簡單。

好期待这么的一个他！

2010-03-26T07:51:00.001+08:00

可不可以有一个人。可以看穿我的逞强，可以保护我的脆弱。
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。
我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。

咱要嫁的那个人不一定要是高高瘦瘦的但是一定要干干净净
咱要嫁的那个人不一定要会甜言蜜语但是一定要有好的脾气
咱要嫁的那个人不一定要帅气又多金但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心
咱要嫁的那个人一定会从我们牵手那刻起对我说从今天起我们有福同享有难我当
咱要嫁的那个人一定要霸道些他会对我说我认定你了就赖你了你就是我一个人的我不许别人走近你
咱要嫁的那个人一定会支持我减肥却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的然后说吃吧不管你多胖我都要你

咱要嫁的那个人一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手对我说要跟我走
咱要嫁的那个人一定会明白老婆是用来疼的而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着然后逗我说你生气的样子好丑
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪然后告诉我乖不哭有我在呢
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在我累的时候伸出手臂很心疼的说抱抱
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在睡觉前跟我说你要早点睡觉晚安
咱要嫁的那个人一定会把我带回家对他妈说看这是我给你找的儿媳妇然后对我说这是咱妈
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子顶着一片湛蓝的天笑着对我说我们该有个家了

Best fren

2010-03-06T02:10:00.002+08:00

today abit emo.

after back from wedding dinner receive a msg from my best fren that end of the year she gonna marry. then v discuss about the wedding party all that. after that she and me discuss about my life. she pursuade to go to bank work but im still thinking. im so glad that i have a best fren like her. she told me that she wan see me hv a good future life. she dun wan me to go thru poor life like v gone thru when v r young. so much tears and laugh v hv tgt. after that i decided to tell her y i still didnt choose to work in the bank because i hv to much thing to worry and think about it. i dun wan make some decision that i may regret after this. the tears start to drop when i tell her all the thing about my family. the thing that i hv to face it. the terrible brothers and sis in law i have. the tears drop until i feel so glad i hv such a good fren and i believe she always there when i need her. she said:" dun think too much, u must take care ur parents since ur brothers is like that. remember if one day(touch wood) ur parents pass away, u hv no place to go my house always welcome u. u can just move to stay with me. u still hv me to be with u. nobody wan u, u still hv me."

after form 5 i seldom tell her my problem. seldom tell her my personal problem so detail and today i cried all the way to tell her what i gone thru right now and she give me a warm advise and hug even she r far. but that is enough for me. how many frens that really can do that and say that to a fren nowadays?!!! my dream to hv a big family is gone. alot of dream that i wan to fulfill but i cant do it to achieve it. i cant be so selfish by scarify my parents just to fulfill my need. they r the bestest parents for me. like my best fren said im a gold for them. and she also advise me remember to protect and take care my parents all the time. this i promised u i will.

u know what, i wont tell my other frens about my personal problem that i having because im very sure no1 will believe and understand. they wont believe that i will hv such kind of problem! but now i wanna tell u! everyone will face the problem just the matter big or small. they didnt tell doesnt mean they wont faced it. outlook doesnt prove anything. inside is more important. not only u will hv such kind of family problem and u feel ashame bout it so do others! pissed off! whatever la, now the only thing i know is that i hv such glad fren always will be with me. thank you for ur time to hear bout my problem eventhought u hv to wake up at 7am in the morning and once again congratulation to u. promised u will attend both of ur wedding party coz i wish u will attend mine as well for all the function.

love,

Mei fen

Salary day

2010-02-02T10:31:00.003+08:00

People tot when come to salary day will be a happy day but then for me is a suck day. very damn sucks! who expect i will get RM 283.85 for 1st month of working! make me go crazy until i call to labor office to make sure my salary! yes, its suck because of the accountant calculate wrong salary for me. its not my mistake!

u know what the more fucking thing is she told me she will add on on feb salary! wtf is that! she saying that she dun wan to open another cheque for me! fuck! even thats only 70++ but that is my salary! y because of ur mistake i hv to stand for it! for me 70++ is much! ARGGGG....

i wan to resign but dunno what reason to put! decided to resign because now im awake! im awake! been scolded by my best fren that y i still can stand with them eventhough they are keep going bully me! ok! maybe some will think im impossible that i giving others bully! but the reality is i am! WTF!

nowmally will got thing to do but today damn lazy to help anymore! wasted if i do more! chios...adios....FUCK 3Q

2010-01-08T21:56:00.002+08:00

swear...not for u but for somebody u might know or i not sure rather. but thats end. i just dun feel wanna to say out about that somebody anymore coz i dun care bout him.

for others outside there, the "define of friendship" that i wrote in previous post is quoted by my love babee (Sze, S., 2010). ok? its from her post make me hv the inspiration to wrote this! and also coz of the stupid ppl v having this stupid problem!

p/s promise me not to lie to me anymore,ok?! its painful when the one u love no "tang bai".

2010-01-08T18:25:00.003+08:00

this post is reply to u!

because of other had make smth to me and i tell my feeling at here and u feel pain! i dunno y?! and the secret not bout the relationship! i dunno y u hv such big response?!

reply for the case u mention.

A and C went for a work-from-home inteview, but got cheated. So B asking C what had happened? But A telling C in front of B, "it would be better if lesser people know about this incident". Clearly, A doesn't want B to know about it. Well, for that moment, B felt like an outsider and got hurt.

reply: A telling C if better not much ppl know and didnt tell that dun wan to let B know! just wanna to tell B coz didnt remind her, she will say she dunno. i remind her, coz i know she know less than us. i mean she still like a small baby go to town i doesnt mean to say her like that but she always say she dunno this and that. so i say she know less than us. thats all. and i dunno u mind about this so much.

Case 2:

Exam time wuhoo everybody is panic. Especially B cuz she's damn lazy. Ok, after lunch with this bunch of friend, A and C just left and back to school library. This time, B freaked out and wondered why are they going back to library? Is there anything she'd missed out? OMFG B gone nuts. So the truth was, A & C decided to back to the library for further revision. But B had never BEEN TOLD!! OMFG, B felt like an outsider and got hurt, again. Still, A sms-ed B and asked why B's looked angry, is it A did anything wrong? Well, yeah, B was angry cuz she'd never be informed that A & C have further revision session. HOHO and B felt like an idiot. (You're correct in your blog post that I'm an idiot).
reply: i forgot what happen that day, but i think that day i not the 1 wanna go to library i think. i stand there for a while coz v feel u like dunno y so down. just dunwan talk infront on u scare hurt u. after that i decided to sms u to ask to care about u! and if not mistaken that time u with somebody or what la. and to tell u more i dun like do revision in library i will just find information and i like to do revision at home alone if without both of u in library. to tell u the truth i like to do revision more than with her coz u understand what i say more faster. but didnt mean i dun like to do revision with her. coz v tot u in bad mood so din tell u but i still got tell C that i will send to u by scan or whatever. i still remember whenever i got info if u tell me u wan i still think the way to give u. this not to prove that i very "wei da". since u wrote that so i reply u this. but i know this few years v study tgt u got contribute alot such as notes and so on.

Case 3:

Classroom time. Whenever A sits in the middle, don't even think about it that B get the chance to talk with C.

A talks to C without turning around peeking at B as if she is invisible or just a stranger who unfortunately ter-sat beside A. B got boycotted, hurt, and embarrassed. B got phobia, so she purposely make C sit in the middle everytime. Clever B. B has a revengeful heart, therefore A got revenged by B sometimes.
reply: hey, this really hurt me. from the moment few of us become 3 i feel what u feel. everytime i talk to her i will mention tell u! and somemore she talk to me mostly is ask exam how. cw how. so i just tell her all that. but since that day u start revenge i know that. dunno u remember anot, every time in ec class i also din talk and just hear what lecturer say without bother u all coz i dun wan think y u 2 always talk this and that and i dunno what u all talk about. tell u what...since i be fren with u is just this hurt me only.

Case 4:

A & C happily tallking about their outing. B was like O.O" har? They went for outing? Why I don't know one? *freaked out again. A's excuse, "mei chi jiao ni chu ni dou bu hui chu de laaaaaaa". Inside B, "I've got no $$ do you know about that honey? And you never ask also. So many excuses. ~~Go to die la~~".

reply: erm.. excuse me, u really sure that sentence come out from me? and that time i also damn poor! ur family hv problem i dunno just she tell me so i knew it. but do u know that time i also hv family problem?! i also no money that time so i understand ur feeling but then i choose not to tell u all coz u all wont believe me i think. everyone thinking of can hv honda civic as car who will believe ur house financial will drop! u say i never ask. whoever plan to go out i sure ask who going if not y din go! maybe is my problem coz didnt straight away ask u all to prove my sincerity.

Case 5:

A&C went to national library looking for case study. A called B at night, B was damn happy cuz A call her. BUT, bad news uh oh.

A: Hey, have you find your case study ah?

B: Yes I did, but I've no idea what to find =(. *panic*

A: HAR!? Why you haven't find.

B: ....err...ehh... How bout you?

A: I found dy lor. One of them I found in NATIONAL LIBRARY wan.

B: Har...wahh..good lor... *Why didn't informe me and bring me wan since you have car =(*

reply: i called u coz i think of u. that time is last min decide coz i told her i wanna go coz last sem i know the feeling cant find the case study. and she keep telling me she wanna go. and that time is public holiday. and v tot u going travel or somewhere else. i tot dun wan to tell this to u, but u can ask her. before go i got keep mention v take every case study v found then im the 1 take to college for Mr.A check see whether which 1 v can use then separate the topic then v give u. that night i call u coz i find Mr. A and he checked but just 2 case study can use only other ppl take it dy. then what u wan me to tell u? then she not yet found also. coz i full time student so i everyday go college to search for the book and keep let him check. not i dun wan bring u! since i hv car i am so willing to fetch u all,ok! just i dunno how to go to national library. i beg MR. A for whole night. finally he promised by condition he drive it and borrow him the car even how not willing i am then did u know? u dun know. u just remember whenever v outing is without u only. then did u know whenever v go out v mention n think bout u? i can say u dunno since u wrote this. i know the feeling that no money. v didnt call u out coz i know the feeling of hv to reject ppl is hard but if u out with us u hv no money. so v choose not to tell u, u think the feeling so nice go out without u?! no! but bring case 3 down, i still feel hurt whenever u done the revenge!

Once again, B felt like a double Idiot. Then on leave and went to school to look for case study. Luckily, B always in good luck cuz she has so many people around to help her. She has one good boyfriend who willing to send her through and fro to look for whatever she wants. God helped her too, her lecturer approved her cap-palang case studies WITHOUT EVEN GOING TO THE NATIONAL LIBRARY. =D BTW, never ajak people still wanna tell people where she went. Want people to envy is it. Next life la.
reply: i tell u is bu xiao xin tell u coz from that moment i know u dy hurt from the way u talk. but i still tell u what i know!

Case 6:

B always get the news that A trying to keep from her. HAHAHAHA. Therefore B knows she's not alone. A called Mr.D to ask about how to gamble on Genting. A & C planned for Genting trip without B knowing. Talk until here, B no longer is a friend I guess. Is this what YOU MEAN BY "I TREAT YOU AS A VERY VERY BESTFRIEND/ A FRIEND THAT I THOUGHT CAN BE GOOD FRIEND WITH AFTER MY WHAT 20 YEARS BESTFRIEND ALL KIND OF SHITS?" Oh ya btw, A even called B and asked about her how to be membership of Genting whatsoever. BUT never pun inform B or ajak B to go together with her. EVIL nya. This is how somebodyDEFINE VERY VERY BESTFRIEND =).

reply: i ask Mr.D is she at my home and v dunno what to do but that time dy dunno what time. v just ask and didnt go la! i ask bout the membership is i going with other 2 MR.D(my fren),ok?! if dunno ask la. dun keep play revenge.

Case 7:

Too many until B also forget cuz she has a real good life now. TRUE friend and LOVING boyfriend.

reply: ya, i know u hv good boyfriend right now. since he chase u i know he will be.

Oh ya.

There are times that A SURELY look for B as if she is the most important person on earth.

Car got stolen.

A IM B

A: Dearest B~~~ (as sweet as she can). Can you help me to fax bla blabla to blablabla?

B: O.O" But the fax machine had gone long long time ago, so I can't help you le...? How?

A: ok thx nvm bai. (This is the way she always reply when B is helpless)

reply: act i dunno what to reply u! so i reply ok thx nvm coz dun wan let u feel that i angry of u coz u din help me fax. and somemore everytime i msg u really feel like damn weird coz u reply a sentence or what. v r like nothing to talk about. so i choose easy way. P/S this happen from the time u start to revenge on me while u dunno what really happen and u dun wan ask for it! u just use guess.

Air ticket

A sms B

A: *sweet talk for the opening* Can help me book Air-Asia air ticket please???

B: O.O" *blank* But, I don't know how le...my sis did it wan everytime. *B damn stupid dunno how to use a credit card wan*

A: oh k nvm thx (Again)

Friends outing.

A: DingDong said wanna outing.

B: Yea lor. I heard that.

A: You decide time/venue/place/when/what/how/what underwear/whatever shits/whatever activities ya?

B: O.O" oh......ok.... ( Like only B is going out)

Forgot what incident.

A calling B.

A: Later I take it to your house by cab ya. You come out wait me.

B: Ok, no problem *happy*

Cab arrived.

B: O.O? *Eh, A le? O.O? Boyfriend? Nvm*

Boyfriend: *Hands B stg and an extra stuff*

B: *O.O" student ID?* Hey, what is this for???

Boyfriend: Dunno! Take it or leave it. Result gua!! *whilst heading to cab, damn rude but nvm*

B: *wtf, never get down from cab but still want me to do extra job, why so rude one, tot can hug her before she back to hometown*

hey, i lazy to explain dy la! coz no point to explain at here anymore!

XD now v r very damn ok le! somemore better than the 1st v met! v r so in love before and after and will be forever.

dunno what title i can put anymore! just end of my chapter with other ppl!

2010-01-07T23:21:00.006+08:00

i should try to forgive and forget. i hv forgive them but then i cant forget what they have done! this make me so confuse whether i really forgive them?! i choose to maintain the relationship by still communicate and keep in touch with them. i tot i cant forgive them at 1st. i tot i damn hate them until dun wanna talk to them and just end our relationship by not keep in touch but im not. i still try to keep in touch but after then i found that the thing that i not sure for so long finally there is a sure answer and i totally double 100% hate them and feel that i wanna to tell them thats all! no point to fren with ppl that not sincere and betrayed ur own fren!

now for me whatever reason u gonna give me i dun even wanna hear for once. i met them when i further my study far from my own home and hometown. i tot that i found a truth fren that i can rely on. i tot i found a fren that i wish to hv for almost 20 years after my very very best fren. bestfren should treat sincerely and truthful with their heart then ask urself did u do the same thing to all of ur fren?! but im glad without u all i hv a very very best fren that v grow tgt since 3years old and she treat me truthful and sincerely! the very important thing is she never lie to me and betrayed! no even once! hear carefully... not even once!

i always tot that best fren and truth fren can be more than 1! i always tot if u treat other very good and they will treat u back the same! this few days, i keep thinking did i do anything wrong to u all?!

did i backsteps u all?!

do i betrayed u all before?!

do i selfish with u all before?!

or do i scold u all before?!

do i hate u all before?!

do i quarrel with u all before?!

not only this, i still asking myself how angry im to what u all do to me when u all need help do i say no before?!

do i not trying my best to help u all?!

everything u all ask me did i keep it as secret before?!

when i have any important information bout whatever thing did i hide it from u all?!

u all like to fool about me did i scold u all before?!

do i angry with u all before?!

i think and think but i cant any answer yes for all this question!

but i still dun understand y u all still lie to me and betrayed me! why???????

i treat u all like my best fren but i dun understand y u all wanna lie to me and betrayed me?!

izzit i not a good fren that u all can fren with me?!

i not a good fren that u all can share with me?!

"wo yi zhi wen zi ji, shi fou wo zuo ni men de peng you zuo de bu gou hao?"

because of this my heart started to drop every single tears since the moment i know u all lie to me and betrayed me!

maybe i not good enough to be u all best fren!

frankly speaking, to tell u that to end our relationship is painful than break with the love 1! its really pain but i hv no choice because found out the fren that u treat as a very very best fren betrayed u and lie to u is more hurt and painful until i cant stand the pain anymore. i know to end it also very pain for me but i cant accept a fren that not sincere and betrayed. sorry... our chapter closed here. T_T

fuck and fuck and fuck! what the fuck life and ppl!

2009-12-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

after previous blogging i go to search smth to read to recall my memory! suddenly saw 1 post by other...

i keep read it and think bout it and i realise 1 thing!

im so stupid fucking idiot! still thinking that v can be best fren and close fren just after knowing each other for 3months! wtf... it is not!

i hate ppl lie at me! i hate that fucking idiot ppl!

eventot u dun wan hv any secret with somebody but dun push me as a topic!

PLEASE RESPECT ME WTF!

everyone know bout it and i still believe u would not betrayed me and lie to me but it is not!

and now i believe that even the one who not close to me also know bout it coz she is closed with somebody wtf!

dun tot that when u all act nth then i would not know bout it!

but i just hope that u remember what u promised me and dun simply break the promises and betrayed ur fren! u all make me feel that u all r so fucking!

u all make me feel like wanna deleted the chapter of our memory off!

before this ppl told me smth but i tot just only 1 but now i realise its not only 1 and what the lie u all hv make just to make ppl say out their thing and spread it out to others without bother ppl feeling!

u all make me feel like dun even feel wanna talk and see u all the face forever!

if saw also feel wanna punch ur face.

coz u all r idiot!

if there is a lies between frens then what for be fren?!!

to hurt each others?!!

or to prove u know more than others bout that ppl personal thing!

i told u everything coz i tot u r a fren that can hold the promises when u promised me wont tell it out!

and i told u in there because i tot u r the 1 i dunno but now i found out that u r not!

even u r the one i know in there i still hope u wont break ur promises to keep my personal secret but u help me to spread it out and other look me like alien while i still did not realise what was happen!

u and somebody really make me feel so annoying and irritating!

P/S: there wont hv a real fren, best fren or even close fren if u all just know for few months! to remind the readers outside there dun simply believe ppl! to find a real fren its need time! this is the lesson i get when i believe ppl that i just know! FUCK

Arggg....

2009-12-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

argggggggggggggg

since my parents keep saying i fb-ing whole day and din do my assignment so i decided to start to blog and i dunno what to blog about wtf.

because did not finish my cw so i cant follow my bro and sis in law to jb for trip wtf.

so sad even i hv go to many trip in this month.

go to melaka few weeks ago. love it...love the trip. spend alot too but its ok! XD

but last week going for penang trip but the trip is so irritating...

dunno how to describe it but just only u know my feeling.

this trip suddenly make me feel i dun wan go for any trip anymore.

haih... i also dunno y! and just u know y! and agreed with u that ur choice is right!

in my position i just can be silent! silent make me feel better!

tot can have a good farewell trip but...=X

but just accept and be strong! still hv few trip pending. just put the feeling aside!

-End-

P/S suddenly feel dun wan talk too much in here. find my diary to put it in! XD